Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 1, 2023

Love at the Time of Chaos...!!

Gaza War and Genocide

Do you want me to talk 

about LOVE...?

Do you really know anything about Love?

At the time of darkness

when

There is no Light of Hope

and

The World is silent over the bleeding 

small innocent kids, and their mothers

fathers, sisters and brothers

So what is meant by mankind

Do you preach Humanity....?

Are you a living sane soul...!

If yes....!!

Then why your  is not heard

You cannot talk about Oppressed Souls 

in this very Real World...!!

If Yes then why the hinger stricken 

old people, women and kids 

haven't got your attention...!!

Gaza is not your point of attention

India's Besieged Kashmir 

Fled with blood is not your moral value

to

talk, protest, and to raise your voices 

again the human like monsters

who are ruling the world

in fact

So, the dual faced Human Rights

are not understandable...

And more than that to talk about Love....

in these times of death, destruction and chaos...!!

Thursday, December 15, 2022

Leaving Your Own Wonderland


Soul and Mind
Soul and Eternity 

Why you need to leave your 

Very own wonderland?

Some mystery?

Some anxiety?

Some far deep misery?

Some misfortune?

or 

It's your choice? 

An option 

A new corridor

Is opening there for you.. 

A wonder is here 

In my eyes, mind & soul ..

Might there be some.

Compromise

A dream of a better tomorrow

Which led you 

For a decision that 

Is not yours in fact...

A Divine Plan. .

So why worry and regret ..

Do you have any control 

Over your fate or destiny?

No ...!!

Then don't feel sad or bad...

Go with a flow 

As how you know..

Others my be living 

A life even less desirable....

Be content, be happy

At least stay calm..

And don't complaint...!!

Sunday, July 17, 2022

The Soul has its Own Agony

Soul-Motivation-Optimism-Life-Afterlife
Soul and Agony

My soul, O my sweet soul. 

Why you are wandering on..! 

bewildered lands.

When I know you are not 

At peace, in agreement with yourself.

Why wander for worldly leisures.

Pleasures and lust...! 

When you are never in agreement

With

Me! Your mortal cage..!!

Why you are never in agreement

With me?

I haven't done any fault.

To be here ...

To fill in my worldly appetite 

With mortal lust and desires..!

Why you can never give me an excuse?

Of being, mortal, weak.

And.  

A normal human...?

You have been to harsh.

To let me fly high...

To taste the syrup of this worldly life.

To gulp my inner wounds 

With fake laughter so .!

Why couldn't I cherish the moments? 

Why there was always a conscious

Awake and keep alarming me?

Of judgment and Divine Justice.

You know 

I have never hurt other souls.

With intent...!!

Or do you really doubt it?

My very inner wilder intentions...


Wednesday, November 24, 2021

Self Awareness is a Gift that Few People Cherish but Many Can Learn…!!

Optimism and Motivation for Self Awareness

Life is a continuous struggle that we as humans try to live for our best. We try hard to find the real meaning of life and why our existence is so important for the universe. But, unfortunately very few lead to worthwhile conclusions, and even helpful to sustain and to strive for our very own attainment of heights of glory, peace of soul, and above all to be a part of a better human race. Yes, we must try hard to look to find our real being, and self-awareness is bliss in a way. When people get aware of how their hearts and mind coordinate, and how to give guidance to one’s subconscious and unconscious mind in the right way then things are all going to be very well for us, and humanity in general. 

Deciding to live in peace with what we are gifted by the Divine Rulings, and what is the limitation to our actions, and how to control the wild side that usually exists in every ordinary human being. I am not talking about the superhumans, who have great self-control or are gifted to look beyond their worldly desires, and materialistic approaches towards life and towards other beings. The craving to find relaxed life, true love, and to find success in everything we do is a wish that no sane person can deny for…!!


Each individual has a soul and a desire to live in the best of conditions, and that does not mean to bully, to crush others in the game of success, or to reach the top of a hill, by moving and shaking the inside out of others. If there is a self-awareness of our capabilities, the blessings that we already carry, and our aptitude that must be directed towards something that we highly crave. Then our unconscious mind will take us towards that path with the right decisions and actions at the right time. The wishes must be realistic and there must be an overall positivity in everything we desire for. Some people like to keep the pessimistic approach towards life and other people. 


They want to harm others with their words, actions, and an inside craving to see others suffer. It might be due to their experiences, and the hard and harsh things that others have done to them. But the important thing is to always try to stay away from the emotion of revenge. I don’t ask you to present another cheek if someone slaps you at once. Self-respect is such a precious part of self-awareness that one must never compromise on it. But to keep our nerves in control, and to refrain from damaging another person with our words, actions and attitude are not recommended. Either we must be able to say the truth in front of the one who is hurting our true emotions and giving a jerk to the soul. In another case, forgive or forget is the best option…!!


The concept of forgiveness and forgetting carries a pearl of inherited wisdom, as we let our mind and soul not be able to suffer from the things that don’t matter in our path and struggle to live a better life. Then the second-best thing happens that we don’t want our emotions and energy in negative ways, and give ourselves a lesson that other person’s deeds and words do not reflect me. I am going to define myself in the way I see myself, and how I want to grow and groom. Self-nurturing and growth is natural process, and we keep on learning at every age. If we are aware of our own flaws and weaknesses then we are better able to correct and control ourselves for our very own good life and physical, emotional, and mental health, and to have a peaceful soul….!! 



Saturday, December 26, 2020

Something About the Author

 Life is a journey from cradle till grave embraces someone. But what comes in a journey is not always by someone’s choice, and still we live our lives with our own set of goals. We are triumphant at very many times, and then sometimes there are trials and errors that make us learn to do something else that was not in our personal set roadmap. It is called learning from events, life lessons and the experiences that shape our personalities. Ask us to be strong, confident, learn new things, and then an individual is all settled to swim in the deep oceans. One thing that goes for me from my childhood is trying to learn new and innovative things. If you give me a book then I don’t need to have any social activity or media to shadow me with loud and dramatic sounds.

Well, I am not in any way anti-social in any way if you assume from my earlier description. I love to interact, communicate, read, and write blogs, articles, poetry, music, movies and social media. Off course, reading and writing wear and still are my passion from the childhood. I did my first Masters Degree in Business Administration. It was something of a dream by the youth of 90s. It was really interesting to go through such diverse subjects, and to come to know about new theories and concepts. My majors was in Marketing. It was all fun to study but the craving to read and more than that to get a degree in literature was in my veins, pushing me to move for another degree, and the one I always love to attain! So, there I went with an admission in Masters in English Language and Literature. It opened my eyes to a new world. Full of ideas, thoughts, thought provoking philosophies by different authors and poets.

I guess that was the point in my life when I felt that I must be a writer and to have my own book by my side one fine day. My hunger to read more of world’s literature didn’t stop me top English only. I read the cream of Urdu literature, Russian, Brazilian, French, Latin, German, American and Chinese literature. There I feel my outer and inner eyes got a wider opening, and I could sense the human nature and psychology to a greater depth. I moved with people and cultures and tried to understand human miseries, sorrows, joys and generic emotions. Literature helped me be a better, sensible, calm, silent observer, to understand the value of integrity and self-esteem which are my prime focus where I am living or working. So, these things are not compromised otherwise I am a very compassionate person.

Even I try to forgive and forget the typical professional politics and other such games. Being professional and keeping yourself to your own tasks, and within your comfort zone is mostly up to you. I studies and learnt it from proper professionals who were my mentors at different stages of personal and professional life. I got my third degree in Philosophy as anybody who thinks quietly or loudly is a philosopher in my opinion. The study of philosophy made me realize the fact “Grass in Not Green for Everyone”. So, all we need to do is to keep on moving with our own goals, and with our best pace.

To never lose motivation and optimism for the sake of some people or experiences. Who actually came in my way to teach something new and how to be a part of the bandwagon of obsessive cult of people who can bulldoze anyone for the sake of saving their jobs or to make points? I am a simple, normal and a sane person who loves to do what he is assigned to do, and then there is my comfort zone that is out of my job and daily chores. I am self-blogger and a love to read, write, watch movies and travel if get chance and fine time.

To never lose motivation and optimism for the sake of some people or experiences. Who actually came in my way to teach something new and how to be a part of the bandwagon of obsessive cult of people who can bulldoze anyone for the sake of saving their jobs or to make points? I am a simple, normal and a sane person who loves to do what he is assigned to do, and then there is my comfort zone that is out of my job and daily chores. I am self-blogger and a love to read, write, watch movies and travel if get chance and fine time.


Wednesday, June 26, 2019

Don’t Move – A Film about Human Misery and Psychological Conflicts (Non ti Mouvere)!

Don't Move
Being a great fan of Drama Films and passionate about the expertise that is exhibited through the storyline, dialogues, screenplay, acting, casting, direction, art direction, and production is a matter of my deep observation. I am a fan of non-contemporary movies that might get a Premier in some Film Festivals. These are really a delight to watch, and I am not even concerned about how many awards it has gotten, and not about IMDB or Rotten Tomato Rating and even about the Gross Earning.

So the different approach of mine has led me to the corridors of experimentation and wonderful insights on films that might not be highlighted in general. Here I am telling about an Italian Film named “Don’t Move” and its Italian name is “Non ti Mouvere”. For Penelope Cruz fans this movie is one of her best assets, and she has performed par excellence. 

Penelope Cruz is one such actress who is a great combination of Beauty and Brain, and it is clearly depicted in the selection of roles and her choice of films that she works in. In fact, I got a chance to see Non ti Mouvere with English Language Subtitles. I tried to watch this movie that is translated as Don’t Move for Penelope Cruz. But the beginning just paralyzed my emotions when I saw a single heeled RED shoe amidst a passage to a building which later revealed as a hospital. 

Why that Red Shoe was there and Who placed it there just entangles a mystery bound around, and you are spell bounded in it till the end. When the end comes and you see the reel of names then you want to cry out loud, and ask one question to yourself. Is it all Life and What is the Use of Living it when everything will end like that? 

Italia being the name of Penelope Cruz in the film made me feel reluctant to live like a normal being who runs behind worldly success and gains. My Perceptions about Life and Human Existence has changed, owing to this film. A poor woman who was raped by a Rich and Famous Doctor when he was overheated and drunk, and then as aftermath when he felt guilty. The guilt conscious took him again and again to that ordinary woman who did not belong to his class. 

The irony of the situation is that he is married and having quitter a comfortable life. Italia is so different from her life, thought process and has her own opinions about LIFE. When they got closer than he realized that people become insane and pathetic due to extraordinary situations and sufferings. He got so close to her that he tried to flee away with her to another land. But she died on a way, and there is a whole climax behind all events.

I can never forget one dialogue when he said to her colleague while his daughter as a teenager has a fatal accident, and being operated. He said to his best friend and colleague “I do not know where people go when they die but I surely know where they remain, and that is the heart”. Watch it out for seeing a mature cinema of the world, and “Don’t’ Move” deserves a standing ovation with respect to many fields of artistic presentation.

Saturday, April 27, 2019

Soul at Peace is Far more Important than to be on Happiness Quest...!!

Happiness and Soul Satisfaction
I keep on thinking about the patterns of life and what kinds of things make one person happy and the other sad at the same time. When a person does wrong to others like rob or kills someone then he is happy. It may be out of revenge or suppressed desires. But the dying person would never feel the same and his loved ones will go through a whole process of agony. Same is the case with building a relationship that is too good but ends up after a short time!

Why the human race is ins Quest of Happiness when it is crystal clear that it is going to be either a momentary pleasure or a small time joy. Then logic will play its part and each person will feel it quite useless to be excited over things that are no more important. I read from a philosopher and writer’s book that the real pleasure lies in the quest and struggle to attain something and it is destroyed once we achieve it!

Well, I think it is a wonderful quote that explains a lot about the uselessness of looking for clichéd happiness. I think peace of mind and soul are much more important than the short-lived happiness. So why not we must try to attain a feeling of internal peace and a closeness to nature. Every sane person knows that he or she will die one day and nobody knows about AFTERLIFE, and there is no need to waste this small time in hatred for other races, nations, civilizations, and norms!

If we think about the peace and prosperity of the whole of the human race on the planet EARTH then I think it will really give us lasting happiness and act as a soothing effect. I would love to tell you that my love for life goes on for things that are going to have a lasting impression on my life and that of others. So I prefer to look for happiness that comes with making another person smile or to fulfill his or her small desire or need.

Happiness is temporary as we are too indulged in getting its full flavor that we forget the lapse of time. While the period of agony will let lose us in gloominess and bleakest days, and our Minds and Souls ore occupied with Depression and Hopelessness. So it seems to us as a non-ending period. But I am happy that you read my blog and will definitely try to find some New Meaning of Word HAPPINESS. For me, it is so multidimensional and very complex issue. I want to know your perceptions for that sake of my knowledge!!

Thursday, February 8, 2018

Who Am I....?

Purpose of Life

Who am I...?
A Wandering Soul
A wounded bird in a cage
A dark valley
An emotional downstream
A vigorous caveman
or
I am just as ordinary
As a sideline rock....
It is not an easy way
To talk and find myself...
I was wandering around
Trying a refuge of relations
Lots of excuses
A bucket full of unfulfilled desires
My regrets...
But
one day it was revealed
I am what I think I am....
I am from universe 
and
I will be eternal as I pass
The undeniable corridor of death
Divinity is clear...
So is my destiny
My wishes, my deeds
All awaiting down across 
The river 
and
I have to swim 
But
with peace and care
Then I am all clearly done...
Well done in fact.....!!

Tuesday, November 7, 2017

What Life is Teaching Me...!!

Life and Lesson
What life is teaching me
I often wonder...!
Why i am suffering
why I am so silly
What happened at time 
When I knew nothing of Sins...
When I was just so simple
But
Life treated me like 
I was a Criminal 
Tortured me like a hell on earth
I tried hope
I tried Peace of Mind
I wanted to reconciliate with life
But
Nothing came to rescue me
Devil was strong stood with me
Tried every tactics and I was engulfed
I am still trying hard to find peace
To repent over sins
To ask for Forgiveness to God Almighty
I am hopeful He Will Answer with Love
and Remedies of worldly 
and Soul's wounds....
I am hopeful 
life has in fact taught me a lot
I Guess.....!!

Saturday, August 12, 2017

Lost the Glory of Hope....!!

Life and Eternity

I am deep inside a cage of life....!!
Trying hard to combat 
what comes around me as a worldly trap...
but
The illusions and delusions of life 
The final chapters of all the books I have read....
Ask me to begin ....!!
To move forward
look beyond the horizons and find peace
Where is peace and serenity/
Where is love and hope enticed in rainbow colors 
No....
Not here my dear....
Might be in eternity....
But still it lies here
Might Be 
Or what next....? 

Sunday, February 26, 2017

While Trying to Live...!!

Life and Desires

While Trying to Live

I Failed not Once, Twice 

but

Millions of Times....

I am lost in glory of mortal life

Forgot to take lessons to live

How to fight the harsh winds

Why keep silent over oppression

Feeling all pain alone

Nobody here to provide shoulder

To

Wipe my soul's tears

I am a departed Soul

Long out of this mortal world...!

But

Trying hard to inhale LIFE Inside

But failing every time....!!

Death seems very near 

but

Afraid to leave this fragile life 

Without filling the necessary gaps

Mend the ways of my loved ones

To

Let them have sparks of real life 

Monday, August 29, 2016

I Want to Leave You World…!!

World at Peace

I am sad, lonely and want to depart,

I am not going to give you; life a more chance

To

Humiliate and to destroy my soul

I am here had enough of all deals

I am sad, lonely and depressed,


If there were any…

Forgotten though hardly possible


Oh My Lord….make me at peace

For the time retaining and return me

To You......

With joy, fervor and heavenly security

I am dying as I feel so

Is it so…?

Tuesday, March 22, 2016

I Am Nowhere to be Found…!!

Life and Soul
I am all lost with my soul in transition
I am not going to feel all that pain
Misery that is enveloped me
With never changing costume…!
I am living dead
I am waiting for Heaven
Which for me is far away…
The curse of Life is far burdensome to handle
I am sad, I am lonely
I want to be at peace with myself
But there is no Space no Peace of Mind
No Confider….
The Ultimate Listener
Is all in annoyance with me
I have stained SOUL…
Once I was living this mortal life
with all its joyful attributes
But now a Hollow Being…
And detached heart…
I am not in Heaven
and
You cannot find me at least
till
Time untold of unknown…!

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Life is Worth a Second Chance?

Life and Love
I am living a Life
One that is worth thousand smiles
I am having all Blessings
Which I cannot recall
I want to die a death
To
Be peaceful and free of madness
I hate to be a difficult person
but…
It is not easy and I am dying with 
Slow poison of…
Luxuries, dreams and searchable love
I want to get that peace of Soul
Hard to find in this mortal world
I am not into suicide
And to let go all fears
Everything is so strange
and
Yet so difficult
But
It is worth a second chance
To let me have more experiences
And to
Ask for forgiveness to God Almighty,,,,,

Saturday, September 12, 2015

Heaven and Hell within Soul…!

My Soul is stirring with passions

And desires of long distant islands

As if life could be easier….

Peaceful and Serene

But


To aside the pains and miseries

Happening all around

Every loss is a hell like experience

and joys are so timely

It hardly matters in this mortal world…

If you live one day or die another…!


a spiritual revelation…

Leading to eternal world

and death that everybody will taste

Sooner or later………….!!

So

What’s the Use of all yearnings?

Saturday, February 21, 2015

Life Gives You No Second Chance!

I Heard it from My Childhood
that
Life gives no one a second chance
I feel it is kind of judge
Who has a role of punishing the sinners and criminals!
but
When I realized the realities
Does it really give the First Chance?
No
Everybody is not so Lucky!
When it is all about luck and chance
then
Why wait for any chances
Love what is in YOU!
I want my chances!
but
I LOVE to Live in Peace
I want to know the pleasures of life
When will I get any first chance
To
Try for the Second Chance
If it ever exists somewhere!!!

Saturday, November 8, 2014

How Can I Stop Loving YOU!

Love is a Soul Connection
How can I stop breathing?
to
Live a life that is barren
I want to feel the essence of life
And
To enjoy the pleasure of being filled up with emotions
Ones that are entirely mine
I can’t surrender to the worldly calls
to
Stop loving you and get in a mad race
Of loving the things which are going to lose their existence
Sooner or later
You will also die
And so will I,
but
My love for you will resonate in this world
As I don’t love your outer charms
I love to be inside your soul
And soul never dies
So my love for you will remain in this world
It will affect the beautiful hearts
And let them give a shining signal
to
Follow to the LOVE
One that is out of craving to be beside
And will teach them to be
A constant charm for the inner beauties and lovely souls
Life is all about craziness
And I love to be inside your heart and soul
My love you are as pure as my beloved is
and
I love to see you grow older and deeper
With no desire to move on a path
That will be filed with fears and regrets
I respect and love my love!!

Soul Carries its Own Burdens!



Soul Satisfaction and Salvation
Soul carries its own burdens
It sweeps all dirt, dust and burdens on it
But who puts everything back
The salvation that is long required
Must be found out inside
It is a journey deep inside
to
Find my true being
I am lost is unwanted desires
My love for world sways me all around
And I am not ready to welcome death
Being the real companion
I am not ready
I am not done with shedding and letting go sorrows
My desires are boundless
with
A Love for life and to live what is lust of world
I am dying to be ME
But my Soul is not earthly
And washed of sins and sadness
I love to live and to face new experiences
but
Someday Death will knock at my door
and
Takes me away with all things unfulfilled
And the fear of judgement will be with me
I want it no more!
To be a burden on me
Tell me a way
Give me peace O Lord!