What Life is Teaching Me...!!

Life and Lesson

What life is teaching me

I often wonder...!

Why i am suffering

why I am so silly

What happened at time 

When I knew nothing of Sins...

When I was just so simple

But

Life treated me like 

I was a Criminal 

Tortured me like a hell on earth

I tried hope

I tried Peace of Mind

I wanted to reconciliate with life

But

Nothing came to rescue me

Devil was strong stood with me

Tried every tactics and I was engulfed

I am still trying hard to find peace

To repent over sins

To ask for Forgiveness to God Almighty

I am hopeful He Will Answer with Love

and Remedies of worldly 

and Soul's wounds....

I am hopeful 

life has in fact taught me a lot

I Guess.....!!

Time Sets Us Free or Chained?

Waiting for Freedom

I am wandering for so long as what is a real Human Destiny, and why we keep on waiting for future when the only time we have is NOW. Yes! It is a great irony of all human individuals that we keep on framing ourselves in perfect situation in the days that nobody has seen. If my soul is aching right now then I need an antidote for it right now, not in a time zone that might not even exist for me!

I am afraid that I cannot express what I really feel when I am referring to present moment and its importance in our real lives. If I wait for a blissful moment that is no-existent right now then I am wasting my energies like all you guys. I have to have only one option, to spend this time in something that is fruitful and peaceful for me and for others around me. I am not saying that you should shun off all opportunities or plans that you have long made for coming years. So the time must make us free and not chained into a series of duties that we must perform before death!

Here I would like to give you my example as I went on a road trip last month, and considered it to be an escape from my daily chores and responsibilities. I am not afraid of daily life works and challenges but I wanted to rejuvenate my soul my soul or spirit to come back with new vigour. To start my responsibilities in a much nourished and refreshed way. I got tired of travelling but I kept on seeing things with a great feel that I might not be able to return to those lands. So just chill out and see everything.

I saw life in so many colours as it was a countryside with quite a culture that is still deeply rooted with Earth. So I saw historical and kind of timeless monuments, and then I realized a new factor as who made those monuments. Those people must be having only one thing in mind to make glorious buildings, and to make a huge impact on the people of their times. But where are those people who built those monuments and the ones who were supposed to be suppressed. All are gone and only a historical transcript is placed at every place!

Now such a common man can move through the corridors of power and glory! It reminds me of the real essence of life. To make your life easy for yourself and for others as everybody is going to die. But the history is so cruel that it would only make a board or transcript of yours. So live in a mode as tomorrow you are going to die, and do deeds that can make you alive in the memories of people. The ones that are sweet and a feeling of love and gratitude for you. My journey was both inside out so I realized it so strongly to share it with you!!

Earth's Appetite !

Spirituality and New Life

Some Souls are Wandering

All around

to find

peace, serenity, and happiness

Something which nobody has seen

like Death awaiting everyone 

but whispers nothing in the ears

So Let it be a Seldom Habit

to Wander around for 

a happening that seems to

remain non-existent and 

Making all Human race crazy

to move in never ending circles

till everyone dwells in grave'

to make Earth's appetite filled!

On a Verge of Nervous Breakdown!

I am loosing something that is not what I meant to do but is it really not in my control. It is the biggest disaster in human life when one cannot share what he is actually feeling! He may feels lost or just need a shoulder to cry out his fears and failures but nobody is there. As we all are rational human beings and we are supposed to control our true emotions, to be part of a society that has a strong parameter to check the Nerves of a Sane Person. So we must avoid every single chance to make someone from having an attack of Nervous Breakdown

Isn't it true that we all are swinging in between sanity and insanity? I am not trying to impose my own thoughts but I have seen so many strong people on a brink of nervous breakdown, due to feeling agitated by daily routine where they can’t express what they want to. Even I have found this platform to express my unfulfilled desires, fears, anxieties and thoughts about human beings, and how they are passing the time on this planet called EARTH.

I am feeling a strong craving to form a group of people who can say that they are stressed out and fearful of finding means to live their daily lives. Suppose I am dying and I want to save myself from spiritual or physical drowning then you can suggest me what should I do! It is not a matter of choice for some people to stay away from worries, and not to be afraid of hard times that are coming in their way. I have made some decisions and I want to say Foolish and Unwise to myself but the social paradigms are stopping me to do this.

I cannot claim to be called a person who has no sense to live a life that is bright, brilliant and comfortable. But what do you suggest for people like me who flow with the current of a life’s river, and make mistakes and then are afraid to admit those in front of others. I think such people are born to be different, and they are born to suffer for worst. You may not be able to see such people crying out loud to help them, and to listen to their miseries and pains.

It is here that a person like me thinks of acting like nothing has happened to him or her, and then tries the best to be the most vibrant personality around. Everyone must realize that people are born to be different and it is Nature’s Law. So you cannot fit every personality in the same frame! If everyone around understands this factor then life would be much easier for those, who want to cry out loud, and even need a cognitive training to cope with life in all shades!!