Living on the Edge of Finding a True Identity…!!

Life and Self-Identity

Being different is not a bliss that I used to feel when I was younger, and to move towards the top on the hill with some extraordinary was a matter of distinction as well. But the hardcore realities and experiences of life asked me to change my perceptions. To be different is okay so far it is not creating isolation for you in a social, cultural environment, and your relationships. To be able to survive, and with a better lifestyle and find a graceful space on this stage of the world is an art that we must learn if not have mastered to date. The different, unique, artistic, abstract, compassionate, and nice people are exemplary but unfortunately don’t fit in the present world. 

Living in this world means we have to be strong, own our self-esteem, and keep our success and goals on top. Never to compromise on things that really can hurt us, and our efforts to reconstruct and to build ourselves are highly important for us. The best thing is to never compromise basic ethics, values, principles, and then things are going to work great for others. It is not necessary to adapt everything that the current situation or the environment can offer. The check and balance is something that everybody has to put on himself, not by others in a way around. 

Making a success story in this cutthroat world of competition is something that matters. But it will happen after one sees and finds his true identity as to what is the real meaning of life. How we can boost our living standards, and work on improving our concepts, ideas, knowledge, and skills for our betterment, and how to look for a greater vision to be different but acceptable. We can keep our sanctity and uniqueness alive if we do not hassle with the rest of the world. Let’s decide our journey and way to live in a way, and then things will be all that great. 

Keeping our line straight and understanding is the right path that will lead us to a pure life in this mortal world and will enable us to enter Paradise in the afterlife then everything is cool. It is not a matter of concern to follow our dreams that were either childish or closer to impossibilities. As soon as we accept the real-world scenario, and how it asks us to move then things will be all okay, and we will have peace of mind, heart, and soul that is highly essential for us, to sync in with the current world expectations, and to have a real normal life that is mostly hard to survive and find in the present world scenario. It is a matter of time that people value outer presence, financial status, lifestyle, bold is beautiful. It is a way of the world and we have to face this bitter reality, and why not with optimism and passion to serve ourselves, and the closed ones in the best ways that we can to not just survive, but to live peacefully…!!

Who Am I....?

Purpose of Life

Who am I...?
A Wandering Soul
A wounded bird in a cage
A dark valley
An emotional downstream
A vigorous caveman
or
I am just as ordinary
As a sideline rock....
It is not an easy way
To talk and find myself...
I was wandering around
Trying a refuge of relations
Lots of excuses
A bucket full of unfulfilled desires
My regrets...
But
one day it was revealed
I am what I think I am....
I am from universe 
and
I will be eternal as I pass
The undeniable corridor of death
Divinity is clear...
So is my destiny
My wishes, my deeds
All awaiting down across 
The river 
and
I have to swim 
But
with peace and care
Then I am all clearly done...
Well done in fact.....!!

Falling Raindrops………!!

Optimism and Motivation

Falling raindrops make me nostalgic

The tiny drops remind me of past

My childhood, my lovely memories

A time when I used to wash away my tears

My lonesome fears

With raindrops as cool as an ice

To put me out of distress

and to make me feel hopeful

I loved to walk in rain

To wash away my pains and agonies

It helped me get this remedy

To the fullest length

and

To trust this world even one more time

to

Be free of cheating and of discouraging

The souls who are meant for some other destinies

I lost my childhood

I lost my hopes

but

gained a practical wisdom…

To wait for that eternal peaceful rain

to

wash away my whole life’ agonies

To make me free of false hopes

and dreadful desires

I am here to meet my true self once more

In that eternal world out there….!!

Real Earnings of Life – A Query !!

 

Motivation and Desire to Live wit Peace of Mind

When I was a teenager then I listened to a poem by a famous Urdu Poet “Ibn Insha”. He wrote in a very beautiful and in a river flow manner about LIFE and what Human Beings really earn out of this short span of time on Earth. Yes! We are no this planet for a short time, and even don’t know when our end will come. Death is waiting for each soul like a hawk is waiting for its prey to capture!

We are blindfolded with ‘Worldly Passions and Desires’ and forget about this greatest reality that is intact with us from the time of our births. So the poet who had developed cancer to a last stage was asking or in fact begging to God Almighty, to grant him some more days of ‘Life as a Loan’. As he had to perform many duties, and say his love things to those with whom he was always able to remain in a state of unsaid relationship!

Life is really an ILLUSION and only our Instinct of Survival gives us direction to work on plans. But do you really think that everybody in present days or in past has or had spent his or her life in a positive way? A Big NO! I am sure you will agree to my point as we all have read in History Tales that people ruined and crushed whole nations and civilizations for their lust of the world and material things, and to have a desire to remain in history forever!

It is not a matter of discussion here that Hitler, Picoche, Edie Amin, Pharaohs, Alexander the Great or other known names are still alive in our books. Though they were on negative side of life and dealings with others! We are still watching the Films and Television Serials on barbarous acts of Greek or Roman Elites. But have you ever given it a second though as what those people took with themselves. Even if you do not believe in “Afterlife” as I do then still my query stands right here!

Don’t you think that those people turned into dust particles, nitrogen or ashes mixed in soil or water? Whatever remains are the historical monuments or the great buildings but what they got out of all cruelty and barbarism? Nothing to be true! So why not we all start to think about Humanity and its Miseries and Pains as a Collective Issue! 

Who knows what is happening to them in life hereafter, and if you do not believe in it then won’t you agree that it was even more for a momentary pleasure what they did? They are in the history and minds of people as the negative of evil personalities, and we remember them as brutes and whatever not to say. So to love humanity and to try to make peace in this present world of ours must be a simple quest for everyone. 

If we are fair enough then we can start it from ourselves and this positive vibe to save human beings from further tortures, pains, killings and other kinds of evil activities will definitely vanish out of this world. It will be a Heaven like experience right here on earth, even before experiencing it in real. Won’t you agree with my point of view, and I will love to have your democratic port of views for sure. Thank you readers!!

My Eyes are Wandering for Dreams!

Wandering Eyes for Dreams

My eyes are wandering for dreams
The ones I cannot catch a glimpse

The ones I dare not to see

The ones that takes me away from sane world

Into wilderness of desires

To

Fight a battle of love and triumphs

I want to die a peaceful death

But

My Dreams ask me to get on a move

To

Reach for a new Destiny

That is still unknown and

Full of fears and destructive visions

I am dying with the hope to get some hopes

Not a single thing keeps me at peace

But

I have no reason to let go off this life

It is a Divine Rule

I have to LIVE and keep on searching for some Dreams

That might be found in a trash

Thrown by some others beings

But

A Breathing Companion for Me!

Soul Carries its Own Burdens!

Soul Satisfaction and Salvation

Soul carries its own burdens

It sweeps all dirt, dust and burdens on it

But who puts everything back

The salvation that is long required

Must be found out inside

It is a journey deep inside

to

Find my true being

I am lost is unwanted desires

My love for world sways me all around

And I am not ready to welcome death

Being the real companion

I am not ready

I am not done with shedding and letting go sorrows

My desires are boundless

with

A Love for life and to live what is lust of world

I am dying to be ME

But my Soul is not earthly

And washed of sins and sadness

I love to live and to face new experiences

but

Someday Death will knock at my door

and

Takes me away with all things unfulfilled

And the fear of judgement will be with me

I want it no more!

To be a burden on me

Tell me a way

Give me peace O Lord!