The Soul has its Own Agony

Soul and Agony

My soul, O my sweet soul. 

Why you are wandering on..! 

bewildered lands.

When I know you are not 

At peace, in agreement with yourself.

Why wander for worldly leisures.

Pleasures and lust...! 

When you are never in agreement

With

Me! Your mortal cage..!!

Why you are never in agreement

With me?

I haven't done any fault.

To be here ...

To fill in my worldly appetite 

With mortal lust and desires..!

Why you can never give me an excuse?

Of being, mortal, weak.

And.  

A normal human...?

You have been to harsh.

To let me fly high...

To taste the syrup of this worldly life.

To gulp my inner wounds 

With fake laughter so .!

Why couldn't I cherish the moments? 

Why there was always a conscious

Awake and keep alarming me?

Of judgment and Divine Justice.

You know 

I have never hurt other souls.

With intent...!!

Or do you really doubt it?

My very inner wilder intentions...

Soul at Peace is Far more Important than to be on Happiness Quest...!!

Happiness and Soul Satisfaction

I keep on thinking about the patterns of life and what kinds of things make one person happy and the other sad at the same time. When a person does wrong to others like rob or kills someone then he is happy. It may be out of revenge or suppressed desires. But the dying person would never feel the same and his loved ones will go through a whole process of agony. Same is the case with building a relationship that is too good but ends up after a short time!

Why the human race is ins Quest of Happiness when it is crystal clear that it is going to be either a momentary pleasure or a small time joy. Then logic will play its part and each person will feel it quite useless to be excited over things that are no more important. I read from a philosopher and writer’s book that the real pleasure lies in the quest and struggle to attain something and it is destroyed once we achieve it!

Well, I think it is a wonderful quote that explains a lot about the uselessness of looking for clichéd happiness. I think peace of mind and soul are much more important than the short-lived happiness. So why not we must try to attain a feeling of internal peace and a closeness to nature. Every sane person knows that he or she will die one day and nobody knows about AFTERLIFE, and there is no need to waste this small time in hatred for other races, nations, civilizations, and norms!

If we think about the peace and prosperity of the whole of the human race on the planet EARTH then I think it will really give us lasting happiness and act as a soothing effect. I would love to tell you that my love for life goes on for things that are going to have a lasting impression on my life and that of others. So I prefer to look for happiness that comes with making another person smile or to fulfill his or her small desire or need.

Happiness is temporary as we are too indulged in getting its full flavor that we forget the lapse of time. While the period of agony will let lose us in gloominess and bleakest days, and our Minds and Souls ore occupied with Depression and Hopelessness. So it seems to us as a non-ending period. But I am happy that you read my blog and will definitely try to find some New Meaning of Word HAPPINESS. For me, it is so multidimensional and very complex issue. I want to know your perceptions for that sake of my knowledge!!

Who Am I....?

Purpose of Life

Who am I...?
A Wandering Soul
A wounded bird in a cage
A dark valley
An emotional downstream
A vigorous caveman
or
I am just as ordinary
As a sideline rock....
It is not an easy way
To talk and find myself...
I was wandering around
Trying a refuge of relations
Lots of excuses
A bucket full of unfulfilled desires
My regrets...
But
one day it was revealed
I am what I think I am....
I am from universe 
and
I will be eternal as I pass
The undeniable corridor of death
Divinity is clear...
So is my destiny
My wishes, my deeds
All awaiting down across 
The river 
and
I have to swim 
But
with peace and care
Then I am all clearly done...
Well done in fact.....!!

Lost the Glory of Hope....!!

Life and Eternity

I am deep inside a cage of life....!!
Trying hard to combat 
what comes around me as a worldly trap...
but
The illusions and delusions of life 
The final chapters of all the books I have read....
Ask me to begin ....!!
To move forward
look beyond the horizons and find peace
Where is peace and serenity/
Where is love and hope enticed in rainbow colors 
No....
Not here my dear....
Might be in eternity....
But still it lies here
Might Be 
Or what next....? 

Let ME Live in Peace!

Kids are Kids Universal Rule

(A Plight of Syrian and Palestinian Child)

I am fragrant flower

Who is going to bloom one fine day

I haven’t seen this world too far

I don’t know how to use gadgets

Which your kids are born with

I cannot think of Super Heroes

My hero is my father, uncle or brother

Who are martyred by your self-proclaimed?

Right of justifiable JUSTICE

My blood is worthless while your is precious

You want to save your kids from pains

Only imaginary

But I am facing death, hunger, turmoil and disasters

Everyday

I can see your planes flying over my head

Splashing cluster bombs and missiles

To safeguard HUMANITY

Only Selective and Owned by You

Have you ever faced yourself in mirror?

Or explained your child my case

NO

You cannot answer his blunt but bursting truth

Why there is a missile inflicted on some other kids

With in-scripted LOVE

Do you know the meaning of Love?

Peace and Harmony

Not you don’t

And

I am not going to forgive you here

And in Eternal Life as Well

Build Your Own Castels

Love and Dreams

Love is bound to exist
in one way or other
You can love the blooming flowers
Love the tiny fingers of a newborn
Find Peace and Solace
Love your freedom to Be Yourself
Love to die for a cause
Do not cage your souls into...!!
Perceptions long sold out
Build your own Castles
Live
Your very own Dreams...!
Make peace with hurting thoughts
Love without expectations
Make a a Resolution
Passion must  be there....!
Love must be inside your being
Follow your own Dream...!
One way or other 
you are going to win
if you do not lose your very own being
You have to have peace inside
Soul is deeply waiting fro love
make a resolution
and dreams unlimited

My Soul Asks for Peace!!

 

Soul Satisfaction and Journey of Life

I am walking on a lonely path!

That is swallowing my passions and strengths

I feel like losing what a soul I was

Or it is a matter of time

that

Makes everyone change a path of life

I am not on a road that described my being!

I am walking all straight without knowing the line to follow

The world is a combination of distractions

And I am a weak fellow for this world

Full of masks of dead feelings

My heart yearns for true love

And find hypocrites all around

May be I am not in love with this world

and

Something inside is breaking me

A desire to be in a world that is lovable

Where there is peace within and all around

But I know there is no peace around

Only death can take me to that Paradise

Where I will be in comfort of soul and have peaceful life!

Will I be in Paradise is a question that I fear

not to ask

To my soul and to get its true answer!!

True Love Needs No Parameters of Expression!

 

Love and Human Psyche

It might be my own perception but I like it that way, and I am convinced that true love exists right here in this world. People do fall in love for other persons and it requires no specifications. How we define LOVE is something that needs to be discussed. Some people think that a quantity of time spent together is a parameter of true love while others believe in quality of it!

How to Define Love in Different Perspectives!

So it is hot debate among different races in ancient times, and a subject matter of literature in medieval age, and it is a far Complex Issue in Modern Times. We are not certain of what we really mean by loving someone. Here I am referring to ‘Romantic Love’ but I am not forgetting the importance of Love and Compassion for different blood relations, friends and for nature as well!

What Kind of People Fall in Love for General Humanity and for What Reasons!

People do fall in love at a broader spectrum and they do not bind themselves with only a single expression, and to devote their love for only one human being. Look at the example of “Mother Teresa” who left her life of conveniences, and devoted herself to serve the underprivileged people of India. Did she put all efforts for personal recognition or for wining some award like ‘Nobel Prize’? No! It happened out of a true emotional love for humanity and for seeing people in better conditions of life.

Why People Sacrifice their Comforts for the Love and Freedom of their Nations?

Here I would like to mention about “Muhammad Ali Jinnah” whom the citizens of Pakistan call “Father of the Nation”. He literally devoted his whole life for the sake of independence and freedom of his countrymen, and to let a separate homeland for Muslim of Sub Continent, to live in peace and practice their basic principles of Islam in a best manner. Why he did all this as he was a successful lawyer and a rich man? He enjoyed all luxuries of his time, and what made him stand out of crowd to and decide to devote his life for others!

What is the Motivational Factor of Love of Nation to Fight for a Cause?

It is just too phenomenal with some people that they Love to find PEACE and Comfort for others, and they go beyond imagination to make personal sacrifices for others. Here you can look at the life of “Nelson Mandela” who devoted 27 years in prison, to let black people of South Africa have their right of equality, and a right to live like rest of human beings of the world. Would you say that he was crazy? No he was not but in fact more practical than living in dreams like others of a seen or unseen beloved!!

What is the Reality of Divine Love and Spiritual Elevation!

On a further level of discussion we can look at the lives of those Spiritual Leaders who left all worldly leisure and pleasures for seeking Divine Love. They were not insane but they wanted to escape from the limited mind frame that only wanted to get material gains, and to fall for lust in order to gain Love kind of thing. Their love for Nature and God Almighty was and still is all pure, and it is beyond any expectations and gains for this world.

So I would love to conclude my hypothesis that there are no set standards and parameters of love. So there were and right at this moment there exist people who fall in multifaceted kinds of love. This will keep on happening, and eventually link to the Universe, to find true meaning of Human Existence and to go in search of pure and deep-rooted love for sure!!

Silence is Waiting to Whisper its Presence!

 

Silence and Love

 Silence is waiting

for me!

To whisper its presence and companionship

I am afraid to lose this Friend!

Who listens to me without Spoken Words?

It never complains or rejects my feelings

It helps me carry on a flow of emotions

I can rest my back with a wall

Close my eyes

and

feel its presence

Telling me stories of Unseen Worlds!

of destinations that I have to travel

It is a companion in my journey

To reach my SOUL!

My peace and what I want to be

And what I have become

I am afraid that the outer NOISE

May not take way my true companion

I love to listen to wisdom tales by silence around

To break the silence that stands within!!

Freedom of Expression Does Not Lie in Abandoning Basic Human Rights!

Freedom of Expression Limits at Others Face

Life is always evolutionary and we are constantly witnessing the ironic dualism that the present world is facing. We have seen the double standards of modern and sophisticated world when we see double standers in dealing with same kinds of situations. Human Rights have a direct impact on how people of one region, ideology and religion see about it. So we have to be very careful when we define the vague boundaries of Freedom of Expression. What is a normal talk for you might hurt me deep inside my soul!

So it is time to draw a borderline where there is real Expression in written and visual forms, and how it turns into violating public sentiments of a community or religion. I can say bad about someone parents and cannot ignore the aftermath by saying that I have a right to say everything. First of all, I have to understand as who has set the standards of Freedom of Mind, Heart and Soul. How I can say what I feel right without hurting other person’s emotions.

When I am stepping the boundary of other one’s personal or ideological red line that I am doing an irreparable damage.  It is really very important to know that I am born free but each society and culture puts some bans on my exhibitions. If I keep on saying and presenting insults to an individual or a community’s strong emotional bonding then I am responsible for the damage. So we all need to live in PEACE and let others live in the same phase. 

Why this world cannot be a place of peace and comfort for us and others around. Most of times, it is our selfish approach that we want to do whatever fits best to us and do not think about others. If we keep on thinking that we have to live our lives with Motivation and Optimism, and we are not ruining the set standards of showing respect of other Human Beings. Whether it is concerned with their faith or their political or social beliefs. We are doing great damage to the whole world.

The negative vibes do not remain to a certain time but it is a boomerang of actions and reactions around. We are going to reap the fruits of the seeds that we sow. If we are safe then our future generations will be going to pay for it. Isn’t it right that we can stay responsible and act like people who really respect other person’s spiritual and Ideological Belief Systems.

Then we are spreading positive waves around that will caused us to be all in contentment and we will never be guilty of a root of damage to the world and the Human Rights as well. Stay at peace and let others in the way must the policy of everyone in the world. We are doing something right for the world and then only we can expect good for us. Otherwise all rallies and protest will remain fruitless, and nobody can save us from the damages that we have caused to Human Souls intentionally or unintentionally!!

A Spiritual Walk to Eternity!!

 

A Spiritual Walk to Eternity

I was listening to the welcome bells from a distance

When I was passing through a hillside

I was awakened of my Dream of LIFE

To face Eternal Bells ringing for MY Welcome!

Ohh!

I am passing through the corridors of Death

I am going to relive a life with no end

What will I do there?

It will be a new resolution not for a year

But for an unlimited Time!

So I need to be careful

but

Let me look at the things which are in my luggage

Ah!

I lost that good deed of feeding a kitten

I forgot to kiss my Mom’s Forehead today

O, driver take me back

To a place where you pick me up

I have to say goodbye my loved ones

To do some household chores

So

You are not going to stop?

I am afraid I have lost what I carried for this upcoming World

I love to be here

But

I am empty handed

I regret but what’s the use!

I am dying without a proper pack up

Now

I am on a Spiritual Path to Eternity!

I am hopeful and helpless!

But I believe in Divine Love

I will never lose a path there

My Soul will find Peace which never occurred to me

When I was long back ALIVE!!

Living a Life of My Own!

Soul on a Peaceful Journey

World is asking me to fly high

To reach at the top of a mountain of glory!

It makes me feel guilty of stopping midway

due to fears and flaws within me

but...

I feel like a rejuvenation inside 

when

I can see myself standing on a brink of river of peace

Love and serenity

Making me feel enriched with Divine Gifts

and a Hope to live a Life   

                                                

That is more of mine then to fill in a gap

amongst human species

I have a freedom of my Mind and Soul

and

I am successful in my very own way!

Stay with me and I will tell you

a whole story of finding a peace within my soul!!