Blow My Soul to New Heights O Whistling Wind...!!

Soul and Mortality 

Blow me to the far and above

To and fro with wind... 

O the whistling wind

You want me to stay away

towards

an unseen land where

Dreams become reality

Where I will be a free soul

No restrictions, no judgments....

Yes

I am judged and that too harshly

by mortal beings around me

Who have flaws like or more than me

But I am the target ...!!

I am the victim

The whole world around me is the judge

Everyone is an angle

I am the fallen one with wings broken.

Was I ever given the due credit 

of being existent..?

No...

An abandoned soul with no voice

Only judgments and verdicts

Oh, my flying soul...

Let's move to the world 

where 

You will be free...!!

I will be no more judged

Whether my sins will get me eternal torture.....

Or

I would be rewarded for all the suffering that my being 

has suffered ...!

In this cruel mortal world

I am sad, lonely, and tired

Let me give courage and hope

I don't want to live

But...

I have to live and move on to the cycle of life..!!

I cannot move to jungles...

But please pardon me you mortal world

I don't belong to you...

Just leave me on my own

Till my last breath let me escape from this prison

The cage of body and mind

I want to move and please be on your own

I am tired...

Blow the wind to sway my soul 

For a timely relief at least....!!

While Trying to Live...!!

Life and Desires

While Trying to Live

I Failed not Once, Twice 

but

Millions of Times....

I am lost in glory of mortal life

Forgot to take lessons to live

How to fight the harsh winds

Why keep silent over oppression

Feeling all pain alone

Nobody here to provide shoulder

To

Wipe my soul's tears

I am a departed Soul

Long out of this mortal world...!

But

Trying hard to inhale LIFE Inside

But failing every time....!!

Death seems very near 

but

Afraid to leave this fragile life 

Without filling the necessary gaps

Mend the ways of my loved ones

To

Let them have sparks of real life 

Soul Carries its Own Burdens!

Soul Satisfaction and Salvation

Soul carries its own burdens

It sweeps all dirt, dust and burdens on it

But who puts everything back

The salvation that is long required

Must be found out inside

It is a journey deep inside

to

Find my true being

I am lost is unwanted desires

My love for world sways me all around

And I am not ready to welcome death

Being the real companion

I am not ready

I am not done with shedding and letting go sorrows

My desires are boundless

with

A Love for life and to live what is lust of world

I am dying to be ME

But my Soul is not earthly

And washed of sins and sadness

I love to live and to face new experiences

but

Someday Death will knock at my door

and

Takes me away with all things unfulfilled

And the fear of judgement will be with me

I want it no more!

To be a burden on me

Tell me a way

Give me peace O Lord!