Who Am I....?

Purpose of Life

Who am I...?
A Wandering Soul
A wounded bird in a cage
A dark valley
An emotional downstream
A vigorous caveman
or
I am just as ordinary
As a sideline rock....
It is not an easy way
To talk and find myself...
I was wandering around
Trying a refuge of relations
Lots of excuses
A bucket full of unfulfilled desires
My regrets...
But
one day it was revealed
I am what I think I am....
I am from universe 
and
I will be eternal as I pass
The undeniable corridor of death
Divinity is clear...
So is my destiny
My wishes, my deeds
All awaiting down across 
The river 
and
I have to swim 
But
with peace and care
Then I am all clearly done...
Well done in fact.....!!

A Misty Evening with Nostalgic Effects !!

Nostalgia and Optimism

You might never catch up that flavor of childhood joys and small happenings that made you cry out loud, to live in a moment that you used to be. With the passage of time we learnt the habit of refraining ourselves from having small Fun Moments, and to be at peace with what is going around. This psychological paradigm shift causes us to remain uneasy and keep on regretting what is lost or gone with time.

It is a time to realize that we are going to live in a moment that is all OURS I am just looking at the misty evening from a glass and realizing that I couldn't get my feet out to enjoy the RAIN and Smell of Soil. I didn't feel that urge to be outside and wet my whole being with the raindrops that are coming to give me a moment of forgetfulness. Why it has happened with me as I used to be a person who could go on long walks whenever I saw little clouds at any corner of the sky.

Does it happen due to the gadget filled modern life and the liabilities that are stretching my nerves? Whatever the reason is but I have realized one thing for sure that I am missing ‘Myself ‘and with that I am losing a chance to rejuvenate myself to fight for bigger battles that are happening inside and outside. So what is wrong with having a bath in the showering rain? Does it make me seen as an insane man and if I spend long hours of watching movies or playing game on my laptop then it is just too perfect!

Actually we all are victims of so-called social changes that we like to adopt, and then find an excuse for not able to enjoy small things in life. We keep on waiting for the bigger things and achievements, and forget to live in Present with all its beauty and a chance to nourish our Souls!

It is time to break the rules that we have implemented on ourselves and just keep on looking for small adventures. I want to run across fields without any concept of looking at what others think of me. I want to take slides and turn to swim in streams and to have a ride on bicycle.

I can do it as everyone else can. Only thing necessary is to fight back that modern man’s dilemma to keep on doing best, and pose as the one who is just fit for an executive type personality. Refresh the child inside you, and then you will see how much motivated and active you will be for a normal life, after having an experience like that!

Dwelling in Past !!

Life is a whole bunch of ever changing and evolving scenarios and situations. We cannot stay in the same mood for all the seasons to come. Nobody can be happy forever or miserable all the times. Yes! It happens that people fail to get out of a difficulty mental state by themselves and they need some spiritual guidance or the medical cure. It is due to some major things that we fail to accept life as a flowing river.

We keep on demanding the same kind of peace and serenity that once we faced. It is not something natural and we have to accept this reality to be in peace with ourselves. Whenever you are standing in front of a mirror then do repeat a Self Statement “I cannot change or reverse what has happened”. When you are saying this it means you are making your unconscious mind to realize that regrets and feeling miserable of losing anything in past is just useless.

Yes! It is important that History or PAST is a great teacher but it must play that same part. But it should not ruin your present or to refrain you from doing something really productive. If you feel like getting into a depressive mode then change your life routine. Go on long routes of sole walks; breathe fresh air with full blow and do something joyful like seeding small plants. You can take grains in a small bag and throw these ones for birds, animals and insects. You will feel close to NATURE, and it will make you feel the importance of living in Present Moment!

You can make a real impact on your nerves with positive self statement and small acts of getting close to nature and natural things. I know it may sound little difficult at start, and I lose my way to my childhood roads and some wrong decision that I took along the life’s journey. You can make things great and fulfilling with small start ups.

You see what you can do for yourself is not even imagined by any other person. You can do meditation and practice yoga to stay active, healthy and peaceful. Closeness to Nature shows human beings a corridor that opens for Divine Light and it makes you at ease with yourself, by finding a bigger meaning to your existence and about a life that is eternal and waiting for each human being ahead.  So just learn the lessons from past and never let it overgrows on you. Because the PAST is Your Precious Experience but not going to change what you are going through in Life!!