Showing posts with label Soul. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Soul. Show all posts

Thursday, December 15, 2022

Leaving Your Own Wonderland


Soul and Mind
Soul and Eternity 

Why you need to leave your 

Very own wonderland?

Some mystery?

Some anxiety?

Some far deep misery?

Some misfortune?

or 

It's your choice? 

An option 

A new corridor

Is opening there for you.. 

A wonder is here 

In my eyes, mind & soul ..

Might there be some.

Compromise

A dream of a better tomorrow

Which led you 

For a decision that 

Is not yours in fact...

A Divine Plan. .

So why worry and regret ..

Do you have any control 

Over your fate or destiny?

No ...!!

Then don't feel sad or bad...

Go with a flow 

As how you know..

Others my be living 

A life even less desirable....

Be content, be happy

At least stay calm..

And don't complaint...!!

Sunday, July 17, 2022

The Soul has its Own Agony

Soul-Motivation-Optimism-Life-Afterlife
Soul and Agony

My soul, O my sweet soul. 

Why you are wandering on..! 

bewildered lands.

When I know you are not 

At peace, in agreement with yourself.

Why wander for worldly leisures.

Pleasures and lust...! 

When you are never in agreement

With

Me! Your mortal cage..!!

Why you are never in agreement

With me?

I haven't done any fault.

To be here ...

To fill in my worldly appetite 

With mortal lust and desires..!

Why you can never give me an excuse?

Of being, mortal, weak.

And.  

A normal human...?

You have been to harsh.

To let me fly high...

To taste the syrup of this worldly life.

To gulp my inner wounds 

With fake laughter so .!

Why couldn't I cherish the moments? 

Why there was always a conscious

Awake and keep alarming me?

Of judgment and Divine Justice.

You know 

I have never hurt other souls.

With intent...!!

Or do you really doubt it?

My very inner wilder intentions...


Thursday, March 10, 2022

Blow My Soul to New Heights O Whistling Wind...!!

Soul and Depresion
Soul and Mortality 

Blow me to the far and above

To and fro with wind... 

O the whistling wind

You want me to stay away

towards

an unseen land where

Dreams become reality

Where I will be a free soul

No restrictions, no judgments....

Yes

I am judged and that too harshly

by mortal beings around me

Who have flaws like or more than me

But I am the target ...!!

I am the victim

The whole world around me is the judge

Everyone is an angle

I am the fallen one with wings broken.

Was I ever given the due credit 

of being existent..?

No...

An abandoned soul with no voice

Only judgments and verdicts

Oh, my flying soul...

Let's move to the world 

where 

You will be free...!!

I will be no more judged

Whether my sins will get me eternal torture.....

Or

I would be rewarded for all the suffering that my being 

has suffered ...!

In this cruel mortal world

I am sad, lonely, and tired

Let me give courage and hope

I don't want to live

But...

I have to live and move on to the cycle of life..!!

I cannot move to jungles...

But please pardon me you mortal world

I don't belong to you...

Just leave me on my own

Till my last breath let me escape from this prison

The cage of body and mind

I want to move and please be on your own

I am tired...

Blow the wind to sway my soul 

For a timely relief at least....!!

Sunday, December 5, 2021

Sometimes It is Good to Revisit Our Past to have Reality Checks…!!

Life, History, and Reality

I am supposed to be an optimistic person with a motivation to lead my life, and a vision to stay in the present moment as it is the only time we have. But, it is not always the case as visiting our past and revisiting history for the sake of learning and finding how man builds and destroys his individual or collective life. My visit to the past was somehow unplanned, and it started with a movie that I had watched around twenty years back. There was a favorite actor of mine in it, and he was one of the most dashing, smart, and stylish actors of that time. I wonder if his looks and style are still up to the present time fashion. 

That’s how some people stay ahead of time and can display something that is called the evergreen sort of thing. I had a flash of memories associated not with that film but with the period, and the age when I first watched it. The depressive issues, problems, and the vigor to conquer the world in those youthful times were visualized again. Then I kept on comparing my present time lifestyle, the issues, my mindset, and how I have transformed. 

In many cases, I am much more strong, self-awareness and wisdom might be more. But the vigor, enthusiasm, and charm, and attraction towards life are quite lessened. I was trying to find out the real meaning of life right now. Why and how people are so much indulged in running behind the material world, false emotions, fallacies, and fall from grace for the sake of other mortal humans. Who left us long ago without giving a second thought and value to our love, feelings, and emotions? What was the use of trying to be in the hearts and minds of others when in the end others use us for their pastimes, and for having a listener and compassionate person in their tough times?

That’s how life is as an old film watched again gave me food for thought and a whole track to rethink how and why we have wasted so much time is useless things. At the current time, we are closer to our deaths as the end seems to give me another direction, to work for a collection of stuff that will be the real asset in the afterlife, not the one for the purposeless investment into this mortal world. But, we have to pass the remaining time in this world, as we have to learn, provide a better life for people who are dependent on us, and to strive for a better lifestyle as I am not twenty years younger as like the time of the movie that I watched. 

It is a bit of a sad but interesting thing to see that a young and handsome man as a hero in the film is also old, with obesity and age has taken away his glory youthful charm. That’s how I resemble the blooming flower and then it’s fading and falling away, petal by petal and as a pale worn-out unwanted object. Ahhh! The strange facts of life are not going to change for anyone

Here, I would like to quote one of the most beautiful novels that came in the last two decades. Arundhati Roy in her novel “God of Small Things”. When she talked about the character Ammu, who was 31 years old, and she used the phrase “a dieable viable age”. This sentence still haunts me with being closer to all viable to die at any moment. SO, it’s time to prepare for the final destination, and to look and pray for the best things that are promised by God Almighty in Paradise, and to work on it instead of keeping grudges, hatred, jealousy, revenge, pessimism, and other useless emotions in our hearts, minds, and souls anymore.

Saturday, December 26, 2020

Something About the Author

 Life is a journey from cradle till grave embraces someone. But what comes in a journey is not always by someone’s choice, and still we live our lives with our own set of goals. We are triumphant at very many times, and then sometimes there are trials and errors that make us learn to do something else that was not in our personal set roadmap. It is called learning from events, life lessons and the experiences that shape our personalities. Ask us to be strong, confident, learn new things, and then an individual is all settled to swim in the deep oceans. One thing that goes for me from my childhood is trying to learn new and innovative things. If you give me a book then I don’t need to have any social activity or media to shadow me with loud and dramatic sounds.

Well, I am not in any way anti-social in any way if you assume from my earlier description. I love to interact, communicate, read, and write blogs, articles, poetry, music, movies and social media. Off course, reading and writing wear and still are my passion from the childhood. I did my first Masters Degree in Business Administration. It was something of a dream by the youth of 90s. It was really interesting to go through such diverse subjects, and to come to know about new theories and concepts. My majors was in Marketing. It was all fun to study but the craving to read and more than that to get a degree in literature was in my veins, pushing me to move for another degree, and the one I always love to attain! So, there I went with an admission in Masters in English Language and Literature. It opened my eyes to a new world. Full of ideas, thoughts, thought provoking philosophies by different authors and poets.

I guess that was the point in my life when I felt that I must be a writer and to have my own book by my side one fine day. My hunger to read more of world’s literature didn’t stop me top English only. I read the cream of Urdu literature, Russian, Brazilian, French, Latin, German, American and Chinese literature. There I feel my outer and inner eyes got a wider opening, and I could sense the human nature and psychology to a greater depth. I moved with people and cultures and tried to understand human miseries, sorrows, joys and generic emotions. Literature helped me be a better, sensible, calm, silent observer, to understand the value of integrity and self-esteem which are my prime focus where I am living or working. So, these things are not compromised otherwise I am a very compassionate person.

Even I try to forgive and forget the typical professional politics and other such games. Being professional and keeping yourself to your own tasks, and within your comfort zone is mostly up to you. I studies and learnt it from proper professionals who were my mentors at different stages of personal and professional life. I got my third degree in Philosophy as anybody who thinks quietly or loudly is a philosopher in my opinion. The study of philosophy made me realize the fact “Grass in Not Green for Everyone”. So, all we need to do is to keep on moving with our own goals, and with our best pace.

To never lose motivation and optimism for the sake of some people or experiences. Who actually came in my way to teach something new and how to be a part of the bandwagon of obsessive cult of people who can bulldoze anyone for the sake of saving their jobs or to make points? I am a simple, normal and a sane person who loves to do what he is assigned to do, and then there is my comfort zone that is out of my job and daily chores. I am self-blogger and a love to read, write, watch movies and travel if get chance and fine time.

To never lose motivation and optimism for the sake of some people or experiences. Who actually came in my way to teach something new and how to be a part of the bandwagon of obsessive cult of people who can bulldoze anyone for the sake of saving their jobs or to make points? I am a simple, normal and a sane person who loves to do what he is assigned to do, and then there is my comfort zone that is out of my job and daily chores. I am self-blogger and a love to read, write, watch movies and travel if get chance and fine time.


Saturday, April 27, 2019

Soul at Peace is Far more Important than to be on Happiness Quest...!!

Happiness and Soul Satisfaction
I keep on thinking about the patterns of life and what kinds of things make one person happy and the other sad at the same time. When a person does wrong to others like rob or kills someone then he is happy. It may be out of revenge or suppressed desires. But the dying person would never feel the same and his loved ones will go through a whole process of agony. Same is the case with building a relationship that is too good but ends up after a short time!

Why the human race is ins Quest of Happiness when it is crystal clear that it is going to be either a momentary pleasure or a small time joy. Then logic will play its part and each person will feel it quite useless to be excited over things that are no more important. I read from a philosopher and writer’s book that the real pleasure lies in the quest and struggle to attain something and it is destroyed once we achieve it!

Well, I think it is a wonderful quote that explains a lot about the uselessness of looking for clichéd happiness. I think peace of mind and soul are much more important than the short-lived happiness. So why not we must try to attain a feeling of internal peace and a closeness to nature. Every sane person knows that he or she will die one day and nobody knows about AFTERLIFE, and there is no need to waste this small time in hatred for other races, nations, civilizations, and norms!

If we think about the peace and prosperity of the whole of the human race on the planet EARTH then I think it will really give us lasting happiness and act as a soothing effect. I would love to tell you that my love for life goes on for things that are going to have a lasting impression on my life and that of others. So I prefer to look for happiness that comes with making another person smile or to fulfill his or her small desire or need.

Happiness is temporary as we are too indulged in getting its full flavor that we forget the lapse of time. While the period of agony will let lose us in gloominess and bleakest days, and our Minds and Souls ore occupied with Depression and Hopelessness. So it seems to us as a non-ending period. But I am happy that you read my blog and will definitely try to find some New Meaning of Word HAPPINESS. For me, it is so multidimensional and very complex issue. I want to know your perceptions for that sake of my knowledge!!

Thursday, February 8, 2018

Who Am I....?

Purpose of Life

Who am I...?
A Wandering Soul
A wounded bird in a cage
A dark valley
An emotional downstream
A vigorous caveman
or
I am just as ordinary
As a sideline rock....
It is not an easy way
To talk and find myself...
I was wandering around
Trying a refuge of relations
Lots of excuses
A bucket full of unfulfilled desires
My regrets...
But
one day it was revealed
I am what I think I am....
I am from universe 
and
I will be eternal as I pass
The undeniable corridor of death
Divinity is clear...
So is my destiny
My wishes, my deeds
All awaiting down across 
The river 
and
I have to swim 
But
with peace and care
Then I am all clearly done...
Well done in fact.....!!

Sunday, February 26, 2017

While Trying to Live...!!

Life and Desires

While Trying to Live

I Failed not Once, Twice 

but

Millions of Times....

I am lost in glory of mortal life

Forgot to take lessons to live

How to fight the harsh winds

Why keep silent over oppression

Feeling all pain alone

Nobody here to provide shoulder

To

Wipe my soul's tears

I am a departed Soul

Long out of this mortal world...!

But

Trying hard to inhale LIFE Inside

But failing every time....!!

Death seems very near 

but

Afraid to leave this fragile life 

Without filling the necessary gaps

Mend the ways of my loved ones

To

Let them have sparks of real life 

Sunday, November 27, 2016

To Lose is To Gain..!!

Lonely Soul

I lost you...

I found you
but
who are you?
What is there to be seen
about
How you can overcome your fears
Losses
depression and 
my soul is all empty ....
just because I am not like you
I am hurt and lonely
deep inside my roots
I am an ancient cave
Whose depth can never be found 
and nobody dares 
to
get inside
out of fear; out of disgust
or out of fear of unknown
means death
loss or eternal emptiness....

Thursday, October 13, 2016

An Ode to Child of Kashmir

Innocent Kid of Kashmir

You are My Love
My Flower my Destiny
I held your tiny hands....
to take you to lands of Saffron and Apples
I wanted you to row boats in lakes
My desire for you was to grow old 
have knowledge and wisdom
Learn to Love and Respect
I prayed Peace for you and all kids of your age
We have wrinkles over our foreheads asking 
for Freedom 
Peace and Humanity
that 
We never could enjoy ....!!
within Indian Occupied Kashmir
My Grandson....
Today I am sitting beside your mortal body
with wholes of pallet guns all over your 
Little Body
but
Indian Forces didn't think of you
As a child of their own
An Innocent Soul who had to learn to live
and let live
But you are going to be burred
My child...
with a Dignity of a Martyr
and will be receive in Heaven 
with Garlands and Birds Chirping Around,,,
I will tell your story to whole World
There ar lots of Kids who will listen 
If no the so called adults 
Human Rights Vocalists...!!

Monday, August 29, 2016

I Want to Leave You World…!!

World at Peace

I am sad, lonely and want to depart,

I am not going to give you; life a more chance

To

Humiliate and to destroy my soul

I am here had enough of all deals

I am sad, lonely and depressed,


If there were any…

Forgotten though hardly possible


Oh My Lord….make me at peace

For the time retaining and return me

To You......

With joy, fervor and heavenly security

I am dying as I feel so

Is it so…?

Tuesday, March 22, 2016

I Am Nowhere to be Found…!!

Life and Soul
I am all lost with my soul in transition
I am not going to feel all that pain
Misery that is enveloped me
With never changing costume…!
I am living dead
I am waiting for Heaven
Which for me is far away…
The curse of Life is far burdensome to handle
I am sad, I am lonely
I want to be at peace with myself
But there is no Space no Peace of Mind
No Confider….
The Ultimate Listener
Is all in annoyance with me
I have stained SOUL…
Once I was living this mortal life
with all its joyful attributes
But now a Hollow Being…
And detached heart…
I am not in Heaven
and
You cannot find me at least
till
Time untold of unknown…!

Monday, January 25, 2016

Where is Heaven or Hell…!!

Soul in Heaven

Love the life that you are living
Dying to get the best out of mortal things
Live for the great wonders that life throws at you
but
Your soul do not belong here
It is immortal and from another place
Are you living a life that leads you to heavens?
Or to a place called Hell
We love the material things which are soon
Going to burst sand and dust
We never wander from where our Souls arrive here
Where it is destined to go
Heaven or Hell is all inside us
We pave our ways for delights of soul in paradise….
Our own misdeeds ask us to dig our holes for Hell forever
So
My dear it is yours and mine choice….
To
Leave for the Eternal Happiness
or
A Pain that is undefined and will never end….
Here is time to act
and to Think
About our own choices…..!!

Sunday, May 3, 2015

Where Am I…?

Soul and the Eternal World
I found my physical attire outside on a barren land
I searched for ME that was all What I Had
But
To My Surprise I couldn't find that thing called ME..!
I was all alone and shivered with fear
Who am I with my earthly attire?
It is ME the Real
The Eternal Being and I am all there watching mu withering body
I laughed and cried at seeing my body
Decorated with best stuff
But
What was the Use?
I am going to face an Eternal Life where My Soul is real
I am going to live in Paradise or Hell
But it is all subject to what I did to my earthly and mortalbeing
It shook my whole being to be able to
Go beyond my own limits to
Please the Divine Presence
That is so sure like every mortal being’s death
Like my body turning into nitrogen
My Soul being all intact with consciousness
And every experience that I faced in this Mortal World!

Saturday, February 21, 2015

My Soul Asks for Peace!!

I am walking on a lonely path!
That is swallowing my passions and strengths
I feel like losing what a soul I was
Or it is a matter of time
that
Makes everyone change a path of life
I am not on a road that described my being!
The world is a combination of distractions
And I am a weak fellow for this world
Full of masks of dead feelings
My heart yearns for true love
And find hypocrites all around
May be I am not in love with this world
and
Something inside is breaking me
A desire to be in a world that is lovable
Where there is peace within and all around
But I know there is no peace around
Only death can take me to that Paradise
Will I be in Paradise is a question that I fear
not to ask
To my soul and to get its true answer!!

Monday, February 16, 2015

Silence is Waiting to Whisper its Presence!

 Silence is waiting

for me!

To whisper its presence and companionship

I am afraid to lose this Friend!

Who listens to me without Spoken Words?

It never complains or rejects my feelings

It helps me carry on a flow of emotions

I can rest my back with a wall

Close my eyes

and

feel its presence

Telling me stories of Unseen Worlds!

of destinations that I have to travel


To reach my SOUL!

My peace and what I want to be

And what I have become

I am afraid that the outer NOISE

May not take way my true companion

I love to listen to wisdom tales by silence around

To break the silence that stands within!!

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Reality Check on Misery due to Failures in Life!!

Reality Check with Soul Awakening
Life altogether an evolutionary process and you cannot ignore the fact that it has upheavals. If you feel that a smooth career and love life is going ahead then all of sudden you might face a new challenge. It might be a rivalry in office or a desperate effort to destabilize your personal or professional life. Then it is due to some illness or lack of motivation to handle difficult situations. Especially when a person fails in life then he get into depression.

But what is the real use of getting into depression and think of yourself as a Lost SOUL. It is a time to face challenges and failures of LIFE with courage. Without devastating yourself from the right track of Optimism and Positive Energy to regain your Vitals Powers. To reduce stress and anxiety in your life. You are able to build a strong barrier between you and your stresses and anxieties. Yes! You are capable of that and only you can do it. 

If you think that an alien force will come to get you out of situation then you are on wrong foot. It is a battle of survival and the instincts are all within you. Only you need to explore your Inner Energies and in fact Your Soul! When you feel lighter and stronger then you will learn that nothing in LIFE happens without a purpose. You are put into a difficult situation to learn something new and Motivational and that is Divine Law. Whole Nature and Universe revolves around the Principal of Optimism or Positivity that is inside YOU!

With each failure in life we learn to deal with problematic situations, and we see that a strong willpower will get us into the next round of issues with much more Patience and Bravery in fact. Once you have fuel of positivity and strong will then nobody can distract you with negative intentions. Just make a good profile of yours in mind first and then keep on pulling great statements about you. It is highly important to get yourself out a failing situation. 

If you have lost a good career, relationship or an opportunity to be a successful person. The next door is open and if you have a clear faith then you will find peace and prosperity soon. Hardships and trials come in the life of those people whom God Almighty wants to prepare for good things. Remember we are sent into this world for trails and for making a strong commitment to our Spiritual Side. Otherwise there would have been no need of let us think of Heaven and a Hell for wrongdoers. Don’t you agree with my point of view?