Sometimes It is Good to Revisit Our Past to have Reality Checks…!!

Life, History, and Reality

I am supposed to be an optimistic person with a motivation to lead my life, and a vision to stay in the present moment as it is the only time we have. But, it is not always the case as visiting our past and revisiting history for the sake of learning and finding how man builds and destroys his individual or collective life. My visit to the past was somehow unplanned, and it started with a movie that I had watched around twenty years back. There was a favorite actor of mine in it, and he was one of the most dashing, smart, and stylish actors of that time. I wonder if his looks and style are still up to the present time fashion. 

That’s how some people stay ahead of time and can display something that is called the evergreen sort of thing. I had a flash of memories associated not with that film but with the period, and the age when I first watched it. The depressive issues, problems, and the vigor to conquer the world in those youthful times were visualized again. Then I kept on comparing my present time lifestyle, the issues, my mindset, and how I have transformed. 

In many cases, I am much more strong, self-awareness and wisdom might be more. But the vigor, enthusiasm, and charm, and attraction towards life are quite lessened. I was trying to find out the real meaning of life right now. Why and how people are so much indulged in running behind the material world, false emotions, fallacies, and fall from grace for the sake of other mortal humans. Who left us long ago without giving a second thought and value to our love, feelings, and emotions? What was the use of trying to be in the hearts and minds of others when in the end others use us for their pastimes, and for having a listener and compassionate person in their tough times?

That’s how life is as an old film watched again gave me food for thought and a whole track to rethink how and why we have wasted so much time is useless things. At the current time, we are closer to our deaths as the end seems to give me another direction, to work for a collection of stuff that will be the real asset in the afterlife, not the one for the purposeless investment into this mortal world. But, we have to pass the remaining time in this world, as we have to learn, provide a better life for people who are dependent on us, and to strive for a better lifestyle as I am not twenty years younger as like the time of the movie that I watched. 

It is a bit of a sad but interesting thing to see that a young and handsome man as a hero in the film is also old, with obesity and age has taken away his glory youthful charm. That’s how I resemble the blooming flower and then it’s fading and falling away, petal by petal and as a pale worn-out unwanted object. Ahhh! The strange facts of life are not going to change for anyone. 

Here, I would like to quote one of the most beautiful novels that came in the last two decades. Arundhati Roy in her novel “God of Small Things”. When she talked about the character Ammu, who was 31 years old, and she used the phrase “a dieable viable age”. This sentence still haunts me with being closer to all viable to die at any moment. SO, it’s time to prepare for the final destination, and to look and pray for the best things that are promised by God Almighty in Paradise, and to work on it instead of keeping grudges, hatred, jealousy, revenge, pessimism, and other useless emotions in our hearts, minds, and souls anymore.

Where is Heaven or Hell…!!

Soul in Heaven

Love the life that you are living

Dying to get the best out of mortal things

Live for the great wonders that life throws at you

but

Your soul do not belong here

It is immortal and from another place

Are you living a life that leads you to heavens?

Or to a place called Hell

I wonder the mortality and how strange we act

We love the material things which are soon

Going to burst sand and dust

We never wander from where our Souls arrive here

Where it is destined to go

Heaven or Hell is all inside us

We pave our ways for delights of soul in paradise….

Our own misdeeds ask us to dig our holes for Hell forever

So

My dear it is yours and mine choice….

To

Leave for the Eternal Happiness

or

A Pain that is undefined and will never end….

Here is time to act

and to Think

About our own choices…..!!

Where Am I…?

Soul and the Eternal World

I found my physical attire outside on a barren land

I searched for ME that was all What I Had

But

To My Surprise I couldn't find that thing called ME..!

I was all alone and shivered with fear

Who am I with my earthly attire?

It is ME the Real

SOUL …Yes My Soul

The Eternal Being and I am all there watching mu withering body

I laughed and cried at seeing my body

Decorated with best stuff

But

What was the Use?

I am going to face an Eternal Life where My Soul is real

I am going to live in Paradise or Hell

But it is all subject to what I did to my earthly and mortalbeing

It shook my whole being to be able to

Go beyond my own limits to

Please the Divine Presence

That is so sure like every mortal being’s death

Like my body turning into nitrogen

My Soul being all intact with consciousness

And every experience that I faced in this Mortal World!

Eternal Life Dreams versus Lust for the World!

Eternal life and Lust for World

Life is all about big dreams and fantasies that we keep on rolling in our sleeves, and to try to unfold these at a time when things seem to be too worst around. It is our survival instinct that makes us visualize everything perfect in the “Eternal Life” though we have done nothing to save ourselves from sins and matters of self-destruction so far. We have lost that Soul Connection that our ancestors used to have with the parallel world, and they always used to keep the Death aspect, at a near distance when they used to move on for chores of life!

Now we have lost that connection and too much indulged in worldly matters and lust for the material aspects of it. Here I would like to mention that we have forgotten about Heaven and Hell in a real way. We only Remember ALLAH Almighty when we face some crises situation or we see someone closed to us departing from this temporary life. Every death reminds us of our own decay and loss of every worldly thing that we carry. It makes us afraid of what we are going to get into our Eternal Bags to earn rewards out there!

So what is the real matter of covering out all those aspects that can makes us go for all good things that are stored for us in the Eternal Life. If we look for Peace of Mind and an Awakening of Spiritual Sensitivity inside us then we need to clean our hearts and minds. We have to take the world as a battlefield for all kinds of tests and trials, and to keep on striving for it as much as it is necessary. You think that I am preaching all Religious Mind-set to you. It is by the way a Reality that we all have to return to Eternity after spending our Divinely Fixed Time in this world. 

What is wrong in keeping our deaths in our active mind to let ourselves refrain from all those lusts that are going to ruin our SOULS and our Afterlife? It is just good to try to adopt a fine balance between what is right and then to go for all worldly excursions that are necessary. Don’t try to leave every positive pleasure out of your life, and don’t even stop spreading a message of love and peace to the world. All you need is to understand that a peaceful life is a bliss in itself. 

Life is all about a trial and a way to heed for everything good and pleasurable that will be eternal and forever. It is just a difficult thing to let lose all temptations of the world, and to go on for a good things of life. So be active and agile to win all rewards that are timeless and will be provide by Divine Will. So let’s live this life as a great activity place where you need to be careful about every move of yours and that of its effects as well!!

My Soul Asks for Peace!!

 

Soul Satisfaction and Journey of Life

I am walking on a lonely path!

That is swallowing my passions and strengths

I feel like losing what a soul I was

Or it is a matter of time

that

Makes everyone change a path of life

I am not on a road that described my being!

I am walking all straight without knowing the line to follow

The world is a combination of distractions

And I am a weak fellow for this world

Full of masks of dead feelings

My heart yearns for true love

And find hypocrites all around

May be I am not in love with this world

and

Something inside is breaking me

A desire to be in a world that is lovable

Where there is peace within and all around

But I know there is no peace around

Only death can take me to that Paradise

Where I will be in comfort of soul and have peaceful life!

Will I be in Paradise is a question that I fear

not to ask

To my soul and to get its true answer!!

A Spiritual Walk to Eternity!!

 

A Spiritual Walk to Eternity

I was listening to the welcome bells from a distance

When I was passing through a hillside

I was awakened of my Dream of LIFE

To face Eternal Bells ringing for MY Welcome!

Ohh!

I am passing through the corridors of Death

I am going to relive a life with no end

What will I do there?

It will be a new resolution not for a year

But for an unlimited Time!

So I need to be careful

but

Let me look at the things which are in my luggage

Ah!

I lost that good deed of feeding a kitten

I forgot to kiss my Mom’s Forehead today

O, driver take me back

To a place where you pick me up

I have to say goodbye my loved ones

To do some household chores

So

You are not going to stop?

I am afraid I have lost what I carried for this upcoming World

I love to be here

But

I am empty handed

I regret but what’s the use!

I am dying without a proper pack up

Now

I am on a Spiritual Path to Eternity!

I am hopeful and helpless!

But I believe in Divine Love

I will never lose a path there

My Soul will find Peace which never occurred to me

When I was long back ALIVE!!

How to Compose Yourself When You Cross a Bigger Milestone!

It is a game of life that throws all sorts of balls towards you and it is your potential and expertise to catch the best ones. Is it so the case? I mean as a human do we have such an authority to do so by ourselves? It is a very complicated question but we can leave it aside to reach at some other conclusions. Suppose you have got a goal, ad dream that is too BIG for you and you have no idea how it would be fulfilled.

Then God is kind to you and all circumstances just flow in order to make you cross that bridge of emotions and deep understanding, and to reach at a far off land that has some Earthly Paradise Points. Yes! Every time you experience a joy, moment of success and know a new thing about life then you are getting that earthly bliss that no longer will let you feel hopeless and negative about what life has in store for you.

So you are on verge of self-discovery of how strong you are and how far you can try to hold that rope of hope and change your own destiny. If you stay aloof and keep brooding over spilled milk then no one can save you from depression and inferiority complexes. I know one thing for sure that every successful step towards your goals and desires require something from your soul, and a blood that is spilled in a way to attain a worldly possession is not a destructive thing.

When you are living in this material world then you need to be fair and don’t hide out your own desires from you. Everybody likes to live in Peace, Comfort and Luxury. Nobody ever desires to be in a state where he has to look towards other human beings for daily life’s fulfilments. When you are into life and trying to grab worldly objectives then it is your Real NATURE as how much a fair player you are!

If you believe in destiny and know that leading others to a distress won’t give you a lasting happiness then you will definitely follow a right path. It will lead you from the corridors of eternal peace and a lifelong baggage of happiness will accompany you. What is a true meaning of fulfilling a bigger milestone of your life will come into your real focus and you will not only be feeling victorious but all at a peaceful junction, even after attaining and achieving a awe inspiring Worldly Success!!

Nowhere is Somewhere?

I don't know why I chose this heading but it is so significant to me that I wanted to share some thought with you all. It just happens in someone's life that he is on a brink of new discovery or a loss of something very precious. Actually it happens with many people but some don't bother to keep on harping around the same topic or life event. While here are people like me who got stuck in something and cannot come out easily. Losing something special or a even having a relation gone out of life is very difficult to carry on. 

If you are stuck in a situation where you can't see the upcoming joys and charms of life and feel that this moment is everything and that losing it means an end to s chapter of life that will not return. So it is not a great deal to just enjoy happy moments but it is also important to stay in that very moment, to cherish it fully. When you are in new situation then don't regret that time which was golden and that is gone. It is due to the fact that every single moment is precious and carries its own beauty. 

Feeling are important when you are in a situation where there is no way to be out of it is something really very difficult. I can empathize with all those people who are going through the sense of loss, and it is due to the factor that I used to live in past and kept on feeling the pain of loss that was significant but wasn't helpful to me in anyway. I am not an expert who can give you solid tips but I know one thing for sure that whoever feels like standing nowhere must need a consoling shoulder or a listener. I know that it is self destructive to live in a static condition of self denial or self pity.

It is an important thing to need a positive approach towards future events and a feeling that YOU are too good, and something really GOOD is going to be here for you.  When you visualize yourself doing different life activities then you will definitely get up and start your journey to a destination that might just be in your mind, and your active proceeding will give it real life. You can overcome your all sorts of grief, loss and sufferings if you know that life keeps on leading all human beings to somewhere.

This the true destination of everyone's soul and it is a place that will give you peace and satisfaction. If you catch that Divine Light and know that there is a ultra superior force up there supporting you then you will be re-empowered to shake all negativity and hopelessness, and you will rejuvenate for a travel that will take you to an eternal paradise. 

You will come to know that all pains and sufferings are temporary as same like the joys and happiness that everyone faces even for few moments. You will be happy and and in peace with your self and won't complain for happening that are not only happening to you but so many people around the globe this time and for an unlimited time in history.