My Eyes are Wandering for Dreams!

Wandering Eyes for Dreams

My eyes are wandering for dreams
The ones I cannot catch a glimpse

The ones I dare not to see

The ones that takes me away from sane world

Into wilderness of desires

To

Fight a battle of love and triumphs

I want to die a peaceful death

But

My Dreams ask me to get on a move

To

Reach for a new Destiny

That is still unknown and

Full of fears and destructive visions

I am dying with the hope to get some hopes

Not a single thing keeps me at peace

But

I have no reason to let go off this life

It is a Divine Rule

I have to LIVE and keep on searching for some Dreams

That might be found in a trash

Thrown by some others beings

But

A Breathing Companion for Me!

How Can I Stop Loving YOU!

Love is a Soul Connection

How can I stop breathing?

to

Live a life that is barren

I want to feel the essence of life

And

To enjoy the pleasure of being filled up with emotions

Ones that are entirely mine

I can’t surrender to the worldly calls

to

Stop loving you and get in a mad race

Of loving the things which are going to lose their existence

Sooner or later

You will also die

And so will I,

but

My love for you will resonate in this world

As I don’t love your outer charms

I love to be inside your soul

And soul never dies

So my love for you will remain in this world

It will affect the beautiful hearts

And let them give a shining signal

to

Follow to the LOVE

One that is out of craving to be beside

And will teach them to be

A constant charm for the inner beauties and lovely souls

Life is all about craziness

And I love to be inside your heart and soul

My love you are as pure as my beloved is

and

I love to see you grow older and deeper

With no desire to move on a path

That will be filed with fears and regrets

I respect and love my love!!

Soul Carries its Own Burdens!

Soul Satisfaction and Salvation

Soul carries its own burdens

It sweeps all dirt, dust and burdens on it

But who puts everything back

The salvation that is long required

Must be found out inside

It is a journey deep inside

to

Find my true being

I am lost is unwanted desires

My love for world sways me all around

And I am not ready to welcome death

Being the real companion

I am not ready

I am not done with shedding and letting go sorrows

My desires are boundless

with

A Love for life and to live what is lust of world

I am dying to be ME

But my Soul is not earthly

And washed of sins and sadness

I love to live and to face new experiences

but

Someday Death will knock at my door

and

Takes me away with all things unfulfilled

And the fear of judgement will be with me

I want it no more!

To be a burden on me

Tell me a way

Give me peace O Lord!

Desperate Souls!!

Desperate and Lonely Soul

I see lots of people is miseries and pains and facing lots of issues from their routine lives. They want an escape from their daily routines and to live a time with their own selves. It is getting such a bigger issue due to hectic work routines and gadget freaking world that has created a mess all around. So what is a real matter that has occurred with humanity? We have lost a quality time to spend with our loved ones, and even if they might desperately need it at the moment!

So what we can really do as an individual entity is to try to figure out what is happening in the lives of our family members and friends. How we can make small or bigger changes in their situations and lives. We need to extend our love and compassion right now, and ask to give them a comfort level with us so they can speak out their problems and stresses with us easily.

Believe me it will work wonders in your circles and on a whole social scenario. People won’t need to look for strangers to distribute their personal sorrows and pains. The gradual rise in suicide rate all around the globe and especially in the developed countries will definitely reduce. I feel it is due to the gap between Human Souls is widening, and that was not the case with our ancestors. So they had fabulous lives with an atmosphere of share and care all around!

Whenever I see a person with stressful face then it reminds me of the failure of the modern day’s comforts and gadgets. We have failed in getting the peace of mind and soul, and the LOVE connection is long lost. We have fake profiles and obviously fake or temporary relations. The “Genuine” element is all getting messed up with finding ways to kill TIME, and to be unconcerned about the problems of others.

So I really see so many Desperate Souls wandering around for Salvation! Why can’t we empathize and sympathize with others to leave some important movie or to forget about a football match. Yes! We can do it and make so many people peaceful otherwise we will see a great rise if the rate of depression, anxiety and suicide among our fellow Human Beings. Just to see that it is not something with others but can happen to us at any moment in life!

When I need a Human Consolation then I can’t find peace in social networking and in seeing lots of other stuff. People are forgetting about BOOKS which were and still are the Best Companions, and we need to adapt that same old life pattern! We have to focus on keeping a closer look at the troubles and joys of our near and dear ones. Then I think we can find a true peace within, and a new level of motivation to carry that positive impulse all around. Take care not only of yours but of people around!!

Barren Mind!

Barrenness of Mind and Hope

You might be amazed at the title of my blog as how a mind can be barren. The barrenness is an attribute related to lands, cultures destinies an so on. But I am telling you right from my heart that my mind is barren. I have lost all thoughts, feelings and emotions to move on for a write up that can motivate others for good in their lives!

My recent illness and some personal crises situations have made me feel quite ruthless and even negative thinker in a true way. I can’t describe anything in a normal and optimistic way. But yes I am trying to recover my consciousness to work for my SELF, and to be strong enough to recollect my own stream of thoughts and ideas that always motivated me to do or write something with a clear message.

Now I am able to relate with people who are in extreme panic situation or face some devastating situations. Now I can imagine the hollowness inside their minds and souls. Yes! We human beings are not automated machines who can turn the moods on with a single statement or like a on off switch. We need a whole plan to be out in a normal situation, and it can only happen when we are able to concentrate.

It is a time when a person must sit alone and spend time with himself or herself, and then visualize everything from scratch. Believe me I did so and I was quite successful. It is due to a old religious and eastern cultural myth that goes on. When you are left with no choices then sit in a dark corner with your back touching a wall. Inhale deeply and get inside Your Own Self. You will be meditating and don’t be fed up with initial dark.

Eventually you will turn out with something very positive and practical that is hidden like a treasure in your soul. You have to find the keys of that wallet and then take the map out. Your plan will become easy when you ask ALLAH Almighty to Help you and to Bless you with a serene and peaceful way out.

I am trying to dig out something from inside and hopefully will be able to write for others and for myself, and all I can suggest you is to do the same and you will never be at a loss. That will be my treasure and my real catharsis, and we all need it as I am not a super human. I guarantee that your inner voyage of self-discovery and finding new ways to fight with external stresses and anxieties will never be failed out!!

Why Autumn and Depression are Correlated?

Autumn and Loneliness

It is just a thought in my mind right from childhood as if what actually happens in the Season of Autumn that people associate it with Depression, Loneliness, Miseries and Anxieties. I have worked a lot on it and even tried to evaluate the effects of seasons on my mind and thoughts, and people around as well! I have come to a conclusion that mostly it is our internal thought process that makes us Happy or Sad, and it can happen in every season!

Though it is a crystal clear experience that the season of Autumn is a time when leaves are falling, and the sunlight takes a pale yellow look. The harsh winds blow and the whole area is full of dried leaves, and it looks as the sun is trying to hide and let human race fall into a timeless sense of loneliness. 

The spiritual experts say that the mood swings have little correlation with seasons, and it be triggered up any-time if we are experiencing or going through some difficult or hard times. It is also a time when our SOUL does not meet the required sate of optimism and motivation to get along with realities of life!

When we are having some difficult time then we feel Gloomy and in Blue Mood. So the depression and anxiety overcomes our mind and spirit. So we feel a desperate urge to move around, and to go out of routine circles of life. It happens every day at the time of sunset as well if you can feel so! For those people who are sensitive and can’t repel negative impulses out so easily. This pessimistic approach is everywhere despite the fact that literary persons have tagged this depressive phase of MIND with seasons of Autumn and Winter.

But to tell you the real case it has no relevance especially with autumn season it must not at all be correlated. If you don’t trust me then ask those people who get Success and Happiness in their lives in these seasons. They won’t agree with your point of view of or the literary assumptions. Definitely for them it is the best time ever in their lives! A person in love and finding a new position or of getting a great job will only be jubilant in these moments, regardless of the fact if it happens in spring or in autumn!

So to conclude my outcome as a normal person facing all the troubles, issues, regrets and then joys of life. For me it comes that Life is all about a swirling pool of desires and failures. So it is really necessary to keep our nerves more intact, and to be able to fight the battle of Life and Nature with Positive Force on Mind and Optimism. It is far more practical and wise instead of sitting in a dark corner, and feeling that your mind and soul have lost the energy to face some problematic situations.

It is all too cool to be in all geared up to face challenges of life with full motivation and optimistic approach. You can beat the harsh windy season of autumn with your positive thinking and strong will-power. You will be spiritually elevated and rest in phase where your mind and soul will let you enjoy all seasons with full fervour and joy!!