Barrenness of Mind and Hope |
You might be amazed at the title of my blog as how a mind
can be barren. The barrenness is an attribute related to lands, cultures
destinies an so on. But I am telling you right from my heart that my mind is
barren. I have lost all thoughts, feelings and emotions to move on for a write
up that can motivate others for good in their lives!
My recent illness and some personal crises situations have
made me feel quite ruthless and even negative thinker in a true way. I can’t
describe anything in a normal and optimistic way. But yes I am trying to
recover my consciousness to work for my SELF, and to be strong enough to
recollect my own stream of thoughts and ideas that always motivated me to do or
write something with a clear message.
Now I am able to relate with people who are in extreme panic
situation or face some devastating situations. Now I can imagine the hollowness
inside their minds and souls. Yes! We human beings are not automated machines
who can turn the moods on with a single statement or like a on off switch. We
need a whole plan to be out in a normal situation, and it can only happen when
we are able to concentrate.
It is a time when a person must sit alone and spend time
with himself or herself, and then visualize everything from scratch. Believe me
I did so and I was quite successful. It is due to a old religious and eastern
cultural myth that goes on. When you are left with no choices then sit in a
dark corner with your back touching a wall. Inhale deeply and get inside Your
Own Self. You will be meditating and don’t be fed up with initial dark.
Eventually you will turn out with something very positive
and practical that is hidden like a treasure in your soul. You have to find the
keys of that wallet and then take the map out. Your plan will become easy when
you ask ALLAH Almighty to Help you and to Bless you with a serene and peaceful
way out.
I am trying to dig out something from inside and hopefully
will be able to write for others and for myself, and all I can suggest you is
to do the same and you will never be at a loss. That will be my treasure and my
real catharsis, and we all need it as I am not a super human. I guarantee that
your inner voyage of self-discovery and finding new ways to fight with external
stresses and anxieties will never be failed out!!