Wednesday, September 11, 2024

Qyamat Aur Kab Hogi

Qyamat Aur Insaan Ki Zindagi
 

قیامت کب بپا ہو گی 

جب ہم جیسے سوختہ دل

اپنے خوابوں کے کچلے جانے کا ماتم

منانے میں عمر رائیگاں اور بھی طے 

ہو جائے گی۔۔۔

ہمارے جیسے نشتر زدہ قلب و روح 

لے کر کہا جائیں ؟

ہمارے خواب کیا روندے جانے کا جشن 

اسی دنیا میں وہ سب

منائیں گے جو 

اک مشکل گھڑی میں کندھا دینے میں 

بھی تھک جاتے ہیں 

ہم لوگ قیامتوں کے بھنور میں اس آخری قیامت 

کا انتظار کرتے تھک گئے ہیں ۔۔۔

یہ سزا و جزا اور عذاب و ثواب 

تمھیں تو راس آئیں گے لیکن ۔۔۔

جن کو اس زمیں کے انگار 

اور تیشہ ساماں ہر لمحہ پرکھتے اور 

حساب مانگتے رہتے ہیں

کیا اک اور ترازو میں پھر سے تولے جائیں گے؟

وہ جو ہر لمحہ سزاؤں کے بھنور میں 

اپنی روح کی کرچیاں 

سمیٹتے ہوئے نئے حشر کا سامنا 

کرنے کی ہمت نہ ہوتے بھی بھاگ رہے ہیں

اںلہ پا اس گرم ریت پر

جاں ںلب، خشک ہونٹوں سے بھاگتے جا رہے ہیں

اور وہ جو دور جشن کے شادیانے بجا رہے ہیں 

ہمارے جسم و جاں اور روحوں کے 

ٹکڑوں سے جشن کی آگ جلاتے ہوئے 

ہم ہی پر ہنستے ہیں اور 

ہمارے ہی زندہ لاشوں کو روند کر

وہ اونچے قہقہے وہ جام خوشی 

ہمارے خواب ، ہماری روحوں کو چیر کر

اس خون جگر سے جام بھر کر 

ہم پہ ہی ہنستے ہیں اور 

کون ہے جو ہم جیسوں کے 

مسیحا و مہدی بن کر آئیں گے

یا ہمارے لئے قیامت 

قیامت تک بپا ہی رہے گی ۔۔۔؟؟

Thursday, August 15, 2024

Lafzon Ki Jaddugari

Sad Philosophical Urdu Poetry
Lafzon Ki Jaddugari 

Lafzon Ki Jadugari 

Agar mujh ko Aati 

Tou Tum Aur Woh 

Mere aseer e Mohabbat hote

Gar lafzon APNA asar rakhte tou 

Tum AUR Woh 

Mujhe skikasta deewar Ke 

Saaye tale dafn 

Kar Ke chale na jaate

Yeh kia hua Ke Zindagi 

Mojood hai iss boseeda 

badan mein

Tou aur Woh 

Kuyn chor aaye iss awara thaki

Rooh ko uss jism mein

Yeh jaan aur Jahan hi tou sab se

Barh kar azaab hai 

Suna hai hum jaise benaam log

Uss Jahan mein bhi tole

Parkhe aur imtihaan gah mein

Hisaab denge 

Kuch jism jalaye jayenge

Jo roohrin sokhta hongi 

Unn ko aur garm bhatti mein 

Jalaya jayega....

Kia Kuch gunah 

Zindagi Ke Shuru hone 

Se pehle likh liye jaate Hain

Hisaab kia unn ka inn ka

Sab ka hoga 

To Tum AUR Woh 

Kahan paaye jayenge 

Sood o ziyan ka Mera hisaab 

Kia wahan khola jayega

Tum AUR Woh Meri faryaad par

Uss aag kj bhatti mein 

jalaaye jayenge...!!



Monday, June 24, 2024

My Soul is No More My Friend

Soul Satisfaction and Peace of Mind
My Soul is No More My Friend 

On my very sad moments 

I want you to be my side

As...

I find No Companion 

No Listener of My Grievance 

But...

You are no more there 

To pat on my shoulder,

To cry out loud with me 

To help me feel better 

With better tomorrow 

Better scenarios

And to let my know that 

After every darkness 

There is light ...

Now you push me more 

Into the dark holes of despair

To weep over my losses 

As all due to my 

Shallow self...

I am long dead inside 

You know it...

But

Why you want me to suffer 

More and more

And that's why you arise

Day dreams and desires 

Do strong inside my hollow being

You don't pity me anymore 

You seem to cherish

My suffering and why

You are more of an enemy 

To me...

But still In don't know why 

My only lifelong companion 

My soul ..where are you...!!

Wednesday, November 1, 2023

Love at the Time of Chaos...!!

Gaza War and Genocide

Do you want me to talk 

about LOVE...?

Do you really know anything about Love?

At the time of darkness

when

There is no Light of Hope

and

The World is silent over the bleeding 

small innocent kids, and their mothers

fathers, sisters and brothers

So what is meant by mankind

Do you preach Humanity....?

Are you a living sane soul...!

If yes....!!

Then why your  is not heard

You cannot talk about Oppressed Souls 

in this very Real World...!!

If Yes then why the hinger stricken 

old people, women and kids 

haven't got your attention...!!

Gaza is not your point of attention

India's Besieged Kashmir 

Fled with blood is not your moral value

to

talk, protest, and to raise your voices 

again the human like monsters

who are ruling the world

in fact

So, the dual faced Human Rights

are not understandable...

And more than that to talk about Love....

in these times of death, destruction and chaos...!!

Thursday, December 15, 2022

Leaving Your Own Wonderland


Soul and Mind
Soul and Eternity 

Why you need to leave your 

Very own wonderland?

Some mystery?

Some anxiety?

Some far deep misery?

Some misfortune?

or 

It's your choice? 

An option 

A new corridor

Is opening there for you.. 

A wonder is here 

In my eyes, mind & soul ..

Might there be some.

Compromise

A dream of a better tomorrow

Which led you 

For a decision that 

Is not yours in fact...

A Divine Plan. .

So why worry and regret ..

Do you have any control 

Over your fate or destiny?

No ...!!

Then don't feel sad or bad...

Go with a flow 

As how you know..

Others my be living 

A life even less desirable....

Be content, be happy

At least stay calm..

And don't complaint...!!

Sunday, July 17, 2022

The Soul has its Own Agony

Soul-Motivation-Optimism-Life-Afterlife
Soul and Agony

My soul, O my sweet soul. 

Why you are wandering on..! 

bewildered lands.

When I know you are not 

At peace, in agreement with yourself.

Why wander for worldly leisures.

Pleasures and lust...! 

When you are never in agreement

With

Me! Your mortal cage..!!

Why you are never in agreement

With me?

I haven't done any fault.

To be here ...

To fill in my worldly appetite 

With mortal lust and desires..!

Why you can never give me an excuse?

Of being, mortal, weak.

And.  

A normal human...?

You have been to harsh.

To let me fly high...

To taste the syrup of this worldly life.

To gulp my inner wounds 

With fake laughter so .!

Why couldn't I cherish the moments? 

Why there was always a conscious

Awake and keep alarming me?

Of judgment and Divine Justice.

You know 

I have never hurt other souls.

With intent...!!

Or do you really doubt it?

My very inner wilder intentions...


Thursday, March 10, 2022

Blow My Soul to New Heights O Whistling Wind...!!

Soul and Depresion
Soul and Mortality 

Blow me to the far and above

To and fro with wind... 

O the whistling wind

You want me to stay away

towards

an unseen land where

Dreams become reality

Where I will be a free soul

No restrictions, no judgments....

Yes

I am judged and that too harshly

by mortal beings around me

Who have flaws like or more than me

But I am the target ...!!

I am the victim

The whole world around me is the judge

Everyone is an angle

I am the fallen one with wings broken.

Was I ever given the due credit 

of being existent..?

No...

An abandoned soul with no voice

Only judgments and verdicts

Oh, my flying soul...

Let's move to the world 

where 

You will be free...!!

I will be no more judged

Whether my sins will get me eternal torture.....

Or

I would be rewarded for all the suffering that my being 

has suffered ...!

In this cruel mortal world

I am sad, lonely, and tired

Let me give courage and hope

I don't want to live

But...

I have to live and move on to the cycle of life..!!

I cannot move to jungles...

But please pardon me you mortal world

I don't belong to you...

Just leave me on my own

Till my last breath let me escape from this prison

The cage of body and mind

I want to move and please be on your own

I am tired...

Blow the wind to sway my soul 

For a timely relief at least....!!