Why Is Exist...??

 

Poetry about Soul and Life

I am wandering 

On different lands and shores

Trying to search my Soul

Why I exist...?

To follow a drifting path

To get ruined everyday..

By

People who call themselves 

Mine

But I am nowhere seen

I want to love myself..

But

No it's not my right

I am from the herd

Sent to this mortal world 

To,

Bear every wound

To boil in my soul's cauldron 

To let others ruin 

To let others roll over me

I am worn out soul

A person and a pathway stone

I am not at peace...

I am in pain...

Who is my healer..??

Who is my saviour..?

Why I exist...??

An answer yet to be found

Before I become 

Sand in Sand ....!!

Lafzon Ki Jaddugari

Lafzon Ki Jaddugari 

Lafzon Ki Jadugari 

Agar mujh ko Aati 

Tou Tum Aur Woh 

Mere aseer e Mohabbat hote

Gar lafzon APNA asar rakhte tou 

Tum AUR Woh 

Mujhe skikasta deewar Ke 

Saaye tale dafn 

Kar Ke chale na jaate

Yeh kia hua Ke Zindagi 

Mojood hai iss boseeda 

badan mein

Tou aur Woh 

Kuyn chor aaye iss awara thaki

Rooh ko uss jism mein

Yeh jaan aur Jahan hi tou sab se

Barh kar azaab hai 

Suna hai hum jaise benaam log

Uss Jahan mein bhi tole

Parkhe aur imtihaan gah mein

Hisaab denge 

Kuch jism jalaye jayenge

Jo roohrin sokhta hongi 

Unn ko aur garm bhatti mein 

Jalaya jayega....

Kia Kuch gunah 

Zindagi Ke Shuru hone 

Se pehle likh liye jaate Hain

Hisaab kia unn ka inn ka

Sab ka hoga 

To Tum AUR Woh 

Kahan paaye jayenge 

Sood o ziyan ka Mera hisaab 

Kia wahan khola jayega

Tum AUR Woh Meri faryaad par

Uss aag kj bhatti mein 

jalaaye jayenge...!!

My Soul is No More My Friend

My Soul is No More My Friend 

On my very sad moments 

I want you to be my side

As...

I find No Companion 

No Listener of My Grievance 

But...

You are no more there 

To pat on my shoulder,

To cry out loud with me 

To help me feel better 

With better tomorrow 

Better scenarios

And to let my know that 

After every darkness 

There is light ...

Now you push me more 

Into the dark holes of despair

To weep over my losses 

As all due to my 

Shallow self...

I am long dead inside 

You know it...

But

Why you want me to suffer 

More and more

And that's why you arise

Day dreams and desires 

Do strong inside my hollow being

You don't pity me anymore 

You seem to cherish

My suffering and why

You are more of an enemy 

To me...

But still In don't know why 

My only lifelong companion 

My soul ..where are you...!!