I Am Nowhere to be Found…!!

Life and Soul

I am all lost with my soul in transition

I am not going to feel all that pain

Misery that is enveloped me

With never changing costume…!

I am living dead

I am waiting for Heaven

Which for me is far away…

The curse of Life is far burdensome to handle

I am sad, I am lonely

I want to be at peace with myself…

But there is no Space no Peace of Mind

No Confider….

The Ultimate Listener

Is all in annoyance with me

I have stained SOUL…

Once I was living this mortal life

with all its joyful attributes

But now a Hollow Being…

A helpless soul…

And detached heart…

I am not in Heaven

and

You cannot find me at least

till

Time untold of unknown…!

Life is Worth a Second Chance?

Life and Love

I am living a Life

One that is worth thousand smiles

I am having all Blessings

Which I cannot recall

I want to die a death

To

Be peaceful and free of madness

I hate to be a difficult person

I love to live a relieved life

but…

It is not easy and I am dying with 

Slow poison of…

Luxuries, dreams and searchable love

I want to get that peace of Soul

Hard to find in this mortal world

I am not into suicide

And to let go all fears

Everything is so strange

and

Yet so difficult

To handle and bear anymore…!!

But

It is worth a second chance

To let me have more experiences

And to

Ask for forgiveness to God Almighty,,,,,

Where is Heaven or Hell…!!

Soul in Heaven

Love the life that you are living

Dying to get the best out of mortal things

Live for the great wonders that life throws at you

but

Your soul do not belong here

It is immortal and from another place

Are you living a life that leads you to heavens?

Or to a place called Hell

I wonder the mortality and how strange we act

We love the material things which are soon

Going to burst sand and dust

We never wander from where our Souls arrive here

Where it is destined to go

Heaven or Hell is all inside us

We pave our ways for delights of soul in paradise….

Our own misdeeds ask us to dig our holes for Hell forever

So

My dear it is yours and mine choice….

To

Leave for the Eternal Happiness

or

A Pain that is undefined and will never end….

Here is time to act

and to Think

About our own choices…..!!

Pakistani Nation is Observing APS Terrorism Attacks’ First Anniversary!

16 December 2014: A landmark and a bloodshed that jerked each soul in Pakistan and and even in all sensitive parts of the globe. Army Public School – Peshawar kids were brutally massacred by terrorists with gunshots along with their principle and teachers after holding hostages for hours. It seemed like the minutes and hours were turned into centuries. Everybody was praying for safe recovery of school kids and teachers while mothers and fathers of hostage students were in panic and crying. Why the world could not stand still when it was happening. 

All efforts in vain though there were more than thousand students in Army Public School of Peshawar. But the enemies of nation, innocence and in fact humanity succeeded in killing around 200 APS boys of different classes. The principal’s head was cut off in front of school kids, and a teacher was directly shot for trying to rescue her students. It is just a matter of fact that the whole nation was breathless and tearful. We mourned and tearful for days ahead but not Broken at All. 

Pakistan has faced many critical situations right from its birth. Having seen the death of Quaid e Azam Muhammd Ali Jinnah right within one year was an irreparable loss. Then we had lost Kashmir, Junagarh, Manadar and parts of Bengal and Punjab due to Congress-British conspiracy. Pakistani nation faced the split of Pakistan into two separate states, and Bangladesh was created on the same day means 16^th December, 1971. Our enemies deliberately selected the same day for a soul pulling incident of Army Public School. They thought that people of Pakistan will lose its collective nerves. People will stop sending their kids to schools, colleges and universities.

Our enemy is clearly visible and the one who does not want stability, peace and order in our country. We have enemies across borders. Both Indian and Afghan governments play a terrorist role in destabilizing Pakistan. But they are not sole agents in this conspiracy as there is a bigger level agenda. Top stop Pakistan from leading Muslim world to a direction of freedom and redefining new paradigms of super powers, and to be able to preserve the natural reservoirs that Pakistan and rest of Muslim world keeps in. 

But it all failed and instead of weakening us, enemies have made us One Nation and One Theory again. Recent killings and horrific incidents in India against Muslims have shut the mouths of all Pakistan-India friendship advocates. Now there is clear war and our forces along with nation is all set ready for it. We are not going to let APS Incident as another act of terrorism but a way to move on. To end the root cause of terrorism in our country.

We salute the “Martyrs of APS – Peshawar” and their families who are more than willing to fight in this battle against unseen but giant sized monster. Our nation is more unified and going to never compromise on our freedom and Martyrdom is inside our nation’s blood and bones. ALLAH Almighty is with us and we will win this long and nerve hacking battle…In Sha ALLAH….

Let ME Live in Peace!

Kids are Kids Universal Rule

(A Plight of Syrian and Palestinian Child)

I am fragrant flower

Who is going to bloom one fine day

I haven’t seen this world too far

I don’t know how to use gadgets

Which your kids are born with

I cannot think of Super Heroes

My hero is my father, uncle or brother

Who are martyred by your self-proclaimed?

Right of justifiable JUSTICE

My blood is worthless while your is precious

You want to save your kids from pains

Only imaginary

But I am facing death, hunger, turmoil and disasters

Everyday

I can see your planes flying over my head

Splashing cluster bombs and missiles

To safeguard HUMANITY

Only Selective and Owned by You

Have you ever faced yourself in mirror?

Or explained your child my case

NO

You cannot answer his blunt but bursting truth

Why there is a missile inflicted on some other kids

With in-scripted LOVE

Do you know the meaning of Love?

Peace and Harmony

Not you don’t

And

I am not going to forgive you here

And in Eternal Life as Well

Heaven and Hell within Soul…!

Heaven and Human Souls

My Soul is stirring with passions

And desires of long distant islands

As if life could be easier….

Peaceful and Serene

But

There is no escape for sensitive souls

To aside the pains and miseries

Happening all around

Every loss is a hell like experience

and joys are so timely

It hardly matters in this mortal world…

If you live one day or die another…!

It is all gone with an awakening

a spiritual revelation…

Leading to eternal world

and death that everybody will taste

Sooner or later………….!!

So

What’s the Use of all yearnings?

Build Your Own Castels

Love and Dreams

Love is bound to exist
in one way or other
You can love the blooming flowers
Love the tiny fingers of a newborn
Find Peace and Solace
Love your freedom to Be Yourself
Love to die for a cause
Do not cage your souls into...!!
Perceptions long sold out
Build your own Castles
Live
Your very own Dreams...!
Make peace with hurting thoughts
Love without expectations
Make a a Resolution
Passion must  be there....!
Love must be inside your being
Follow your own Dream...!
One way or other 
you are going to win
if you do not lose your very own being
You have to have peace inside
Soul is deeply waiting fro love
make a resolution
and dreams unlimited