Travelling through Self History!

It happens that we start a journey towards some destination and ends at finding our own self, somewhere in the middle of nowhere. You can just imagine a desire to go on a travel that is soulful and you can see various people from different races and creeds. But each individual represents a certain aspect of your own personality. I started a journey towards South to discover some centuries old monuments, and when I reached there. I felt as if I was there at some other time.

I wanted to grab that moment in history and to be in an era that I have never seen but just imagined, and wished strongly to be in that time. I wanted to know the small details of that era and it seemed that it was alluring and soothing, and made me free of so many twists and turns that modern life is offering. So this is it but I am deeply fascinated and loved to be in a a paradigm that makes me love what is seen and more of what is unseen.

Most of times, we are like that as we start some plans of life with a clear cut objectives but reach at a destination where there is no U Turn. But that new alley or valley is even much more beautiful than wee expected. I was present at an old Shrine and Praying to Almighty ALLAH when I realized the clear cut sense of Timelessness. I was not in the present moment but my soul was so light and I felt like a burden of tons just got out of my shoulders.

I am in awe and I am in despair as I  am back to my normal hectic life but a very major part of mine has just stayed there. I want to take swings to that moment when time and space lost its meaning for me. I want to cherish something that is surely Divine but present in me like a small dot of eternal light. I am here in my bed room but not present here. I want to reach out there, and I want to experience the time that is chained with timelessness!!

A Misty Evening with Nostalgic Effects !!

Nostalgia and Optimism

You might never catch up that flavor of childhood joys and small happenings that made you cry out loud, to live in a moment that you used to be. With the passage of time we learnt the habit of refraining ourselves from having small Fun Moments, and to be at peace with what is going around. This psychological paradigm shift causes us to remain uneasy and keep on regretting what is lost or gone with time.

It is a time to realize that we are going to live in a moment that is all OURS I am just looking at the misty evening from a glass and realizing that I couldn't get my feet out to enjoy the RAIN and Smell of Soil. I didn't feel that urge to be outside and wet my whole being with the raindrops that are coming to give me a moment of forgetfulness. Why it has happened with me as I used to be a person who could go on long walks whenever I saw little clouds at any corner of the sky.

Does it happen due to the gadget filled modern life and the liabilities that are stretching my nerves? Whatever the reason is but I have realized one thing for sure that I am missing ‘Myself ‘and with that I am losing a chance to rejuvenate myself to fight for bigger battles that are happening inside and outside. So what is wrong with having a bath in the showering rain? Does it make me seen as an insane man and if I spend long hours of watching movies or playing game on my laptop then it is just too perfect!

Actually we all are victims of so-called social changes that we like to adopt, and then find an excuse for not able to enjoy small things in life. We keep on waiting for the bigger things and achievements, and forget to live in Present with all its beauty and a chance to nourish our Souls!

It is time to break the rules that we have implemented on ourselves and just keep on looking for small adventures. I want to run across fields without any concept of looking at what others think of me. I want to take slides and turn to swim in streams and to have a ride on bicycle.

I can do it as everyone else can. Only thing necessary is to fight back that modern man’s dilemma to keep on doing best, and pose as the one who is just fit for an executive type personality. Refresh the child inside you, and then you will see how much motivated and active you will be for a normal life, after having an experience like that!

Riddle with Your Nature !!

It seems to be the most exciting thing to change yourself for the course of adopting new things. But does it matter for most of times as a normal thing. No! We can all try to be so definitive about our dreams, aspirations and future goals. We want to have everything in order but something changes a course of action, and we make blunders or convince ourselves that a much more happy life awaits us!

It is here that we all are giving that wonderful Dream Jerk to our souls that we are going to be on a road to a better life and much more peaceful happenings around. But nothing happens as LIFE is not going to cause lotteries for everyone, and that everyone is just too greatly in flaw to make things straight. When we wake up from the bed of our wishful desires then we are able to see everything so vividly. 

There is no light and no new way of life but we have to start from a zero spot. It is something that is miserable and at the same time extremely painful. So it is important for us to be on the Reality Grounds. Thank GOD for all the bounties and trust this notion that we are living a far better life than many people around the globe. Once this thankfulness gets in out veins and nerves then everything will be fine. 

We will be able to enjoy what we are having instead of thinking to find joy on what we assume. We are going to win our inner battles of comparisons, jealousies and prejudices if we understand that what we are getting is not out of our deeds. But it is a gift of God and we need only to thank HIM. As there are millions around the world who struggle twice or thrice times more than us and just get enough to eat for two times. 

If we attain that mental and spiritual peace and understanding then we will be much more stronger and happier than we can ever imagine. The real life fun would start when we are ready to spend each day as a special bliss, and count the Divine Favours on us. Ignore all negativity and pessimism. Struggle for the best in life but your pace must be steady and cautious, and not in hassle to win in competition the trophies which we can never know who has really taken, and for what reasons!!

Lost Desires !!

I dreamed of reaching a hill top
Where I could see everything below
It is a moment of solitude
serenity and perfect peace
But how could I attain it
with 
Watchful eyes of humans
who forget their own dreams
to follow the paths that I wanted to travel 
all alone
here are pains, sufferings, losses
keeping me away to have a word with me
my daily chores ask me to face real facets with open eyes
Do I own a moment of my own life
No 
I have to live an ordinary life full of duties and doubts
or
to Die in search of Serenity and Soulful solitary moments
but
I have a reason
a logic to be all worldly and to leave MYSELF
all aside 
for the sake of being a creature 
of excellence!!

Earth's Appetite !

Spirituality and New Life

Some Souls are Wandering

All around

to find

peace, serenity, and happiness

Something which nobody has seen

like Death awaiting everyone 

but whispers nothing in the ears

So Let it be a Seldom Habit

to Wander around for 

a happening that seems to

remain non-existent and 

Making all Human race crazy

to move in never ending circles

till everyone dwells in grave'

to make Earth's appetite filled!

Dwelling in Past !!

Life is a whole bunch of ever changing and evolving scenarios and situations. We cannot stay in the same mood for all the seasons to come. Nobody can be happy forever or miserable all the times. Yes! It happens that people fail to get out of a difficulty mental state by themselves and they need some spiritual guidance or the medical cure. It is due to some major things that we fail to accept life as a flowing river.

We keep on demanding the same kind of peace and serenity that once we faced. It is not something natural and we have to accept this reality to be in peace with ourselves. Whenever you are standing in front of a mirror then do repeat a Self Statement “I cannot change or reverse what has happened”. When you are saying this it means you are making your unconscious mind to realize that regrets and feeling miserable of losing anything in past is just useless.

Yes! It is important that History or PAST is a great teacher but it must play that same part. But it should not ruin your present or to refrain you from doing something really productive. If you feel like getting into a depressive mode then change your life routine. Go on long routes of sole walks; breathe fresh air with full blow and do something joyful like seeding small plants. You can take grains in a small bag and throw these ones for birds, animals and insects. You will feel close to NATURE, and it will make you feel the importance of living in Present Moment!

You can make a real impact on your nerves with positive self statement and small acts of getting close to nature and natural things. I know it may sound little difficult at start, and I lose my way to my childhood roads and some wrong decision that I took along the life’s journey. You can make things great and fulfilling with small start ups.

You see what you can do for yourself is not even imagined by any other person. You can do meditation and practice yoga to stay active, healthy and peaceful. Closeness to Nature shows human beings a corridor that opens for Divine Light and it makes you at ease with yourself, by finding a bigger meaning to your existence and about a life that is eternal and waiting for each human being ahead.  So just learn the lessons from past and never let it overgrows on you. Because the PAST is Your Precious Experience but not going to change what you are going through in Life!!