Travelling through Self History!

It happens that we start a journey towards some destination and ends at finding our own self, somewhere in the middle of nowhere. You can just imagine a desire to go on a travel that is soulful and you can see various people from different races and creeds. But each individual represents a certain aspect of your own personality. I started a journey towards South to discover some centuries old monuments, and when I reached there. I felt as if I was there at some other time.

I wanted to grab that moment in history and to be in an era that I have never seen but just imagined, and wished strongly to be in that time. I wanted to know the small details of that era and it seemed that it was alluring and soothing, and made me free of so many twists and turns that modern life is offering. So this is it but I am deeply fascinated and loved to be in a a paradigm that makes me love what is seen and more of what is unseen.

Most of times, we are like that as we start some plans of life with a clear cut objectives but reach at a destination where there is no U Turn. But that new alley or valley is even much more beautiful than wee expected. I was present at an old Shrine and Praying to Almighty ALLAH when I realized the clear cut sense of Timelessness. I was not in the present moment but my soul was so light and I felt like a burden of tons just got out of my shoulders.

I am in awe and I am in despair as I  am back to my normal hectic life but a very major part of mine has just stayed there. I want to take swings to that moment when time and space lost its meaning for me. I want to cherish something that is surely Divine but present in me like a small dot of eternal light. I am here in my bed room but not present here. I want to reach out there, and I want to experience the time that is chained with timelessness!!

Part of My Being !!

The road down the hillside is all plain and yet beautiful. I am a traveler who keeps on passing at a site where nobody is aware of what is going to come up next. I am all in awe and wonder about the realities, and I am not going to lose that string of feeling that life is love and it just so happens that those whom you can’t touch still grab your heart. I can feel that part of my soul and body, still inborn but present with every breath of mine. I love to feel the visual displays of imagination that carries on forward with every moment transforming. 

How can I forget that moment when a thought raised within me that I have lost the unseen, untouched part of my being. I cried in remembrance and repentance to ALLAH ALMIGHTY. I was afraid that it might be due to my feeling that I am a person with so scarce resources, and yet trying to spread out my wings. I felt in previous days that I am just going far away in thinking something burdensome which is actually not a burden by our Creator. I felt the ocean of love for first time for that tiny presence, and losing it was like losing my sane self.

But I felt a strange yet blissful peace that it is from the One and Almighty, and nobody has a part in it including me. The reflection of love is the presence of it inside and I felt it for the sake of living a life of bowing myself in front of the Ultimate Reality. I was nowhere but in my senses to know that life has given me another chance to be conscious of the position that is designated for me. I am in thankfulness and in strange love for my soul’s part that is still hidden but makes me awake with its presence.  

In Memory of Those Who Lost Their Lives in Moments!!

Life gives only chances and sometimes not, and you know we all are sitting on a same platform. We are waiting for our train or flight to depart from this world, full of forgetful joys and long standing miseries and pains. I am continuously thinking over the plane crash that happened last week. Why their destiny was to leave for hereafter while their feet were not on ground? All of Bhoja Air’s passengers and crew members were burnt and broken into pieces, and not a single body was identified that was whole. They were human being like me and you, full of dreams and aspirations. They were facing their own depressions, anxieties, success stories or failures.

Isn’t it a realization by ALLAH that we all are standing on edge of a ridge, and our feet can slip at a blink of eye? Those people who lost their lives were going to land and had packed their baggage’s, and they would be making up set routine plans but ALL Blown up in Sky! Their dreams, problems and all their desperation came to an end. What is left up there is the trial of afterlife….as it is a true fact that we all would forget this incident like earlier in no time, but I think we should sit in some dark corner and replay our own lives in the display theater of our minds. Are we really prepared for that blow of a moment? Anyone could be at their place, and it’s only a fact of life that their time in this material world had ended. But who knows how much time one is left with!

This tragedy has awakened the sense of nothingness and uselessness of all efforts in me. All that hassle for worldly growths, and possessions and making fuss out of everything. What is our real luggage that we can carry for that Eternal life and to present the deeds in front of ALLAH Almighty? Just think over it and realize that our rulers and the whole society are so much involved in that deep-rooted sleep. Our ruling elites think, and I suppose believe that they are not going to die at any moment. They would be given a chance for long to pray for forgiveness to ALLAH, before their departure from this material world. Same is the case with our whole nations. The corruption, injustice, lawlessness and putting someone else in misery seems to have become a pride in daily routines. We have forgotten those last moments, standing at any corner to grab us all. 

Just ponder over the situation and feel sympathy for these criminal and unjust rulers, their allies and corrupt citizens of Pakistan. When their ties would be pulled up, and they may not even have time to ask for forgiveness to ALLAH Almighty. Feel and sympathize for all those Zardaris, Gillanis, Atizaas, Asmas, Haqqanis, Najam Sethis, and that Clerk who asked for bribe from an old widow, who came to transfer her husband’s pension on her name. Her Basic Legal Right!!.....I am feeling so sad and miserable at this point…..

Enlightened Path !!

Just Imagine you are on a path that leads you to a place where life is all set to be true and prosperous.  Would you be that one person who wishes to follow on that path or wait for someone to come and tell you the real facts about that far distant other side? Well! I think, you ought to be that pioneer who happens to make precedence and be a symbol of daring attitude to others. You have to have that urge to stand above every notion of failure and make best use of time, one that is available to you and you are not certain of its actual duration!!

Most of us keep on facing different situations where we don’t have the right baggage but still we have to strive for that “Light” shining at the other corner. That is enlightenment and that is the real awakening of one’s soul.  May be you are not that much aware of the knot that forces you to that Center or the Illumination….ALLAH (GOD Almighty)….You need to sit in some dark corner and close your eyes to feel the unseen. After going a little in this practice, you will definitely see the bigger meaning in your life. Once you are subject to Light and Shine then you would leave all prejudices, pains, miseries and grudges against humans and against your own life.

The light that has awakened your soul make it possible for you to understand the complex meaning of life. The day you were born, your soul yearns for return to that old phase and that world from where it descended. Every living being is bound to reach back there but with imprints or scars or white and thing….it depends on our actions in this world. We have to be righteous and we need to learn another important lesson to try to please HIS Creation….then redemption is all set for every being. Keep on striving for good and things will turn out to be all great…. (As ALLAH Wills)