To Lose is To Gain..!!

Lonely Soul

I lost you...
I found you
but
who are you?
What is there to be seen
about
How you can overcome your fears
Losses
depression and 
my soul is all empty ....
just because I am not like you
I am hurt and lonely
deep inside my roots
I am an ancient cave
Whose depth can never be found 
and nobody dares 
to
get inside
out of fear; out of disgust
or out of fear of unknown
means death
loss or eternal emptiness....

An Ode to Child of Kashmir

Innocent Kid of Kashmir

You are My Love
My Flower my Destiny
I held your tiny hands....
to take you to lands of Saffron and Apples
I wanted you to row boats in lakes
My desire for you was to grow old 
have knowledge and wisdom
Learn to Love and Respect
I prayed Peace for you and all kids of your age
We have wrinkles over our foreheads asking 
for Freedom 
Peace and Humanity
that 
We never could enjoy ....!!
within Indian Occupied Kashmir
My Grandson....
Today I am sitting beside your mortal body
with wholes of pallet guns all over your 
Little Body
but
Indian Forces didn't think of you
As a child of their own
An Innocent Soul who had to learn to live
and let live
But you are going to be burred
My child...
with a Dignity of a Martyr
and will be receive in Heaven 
with Garlands and Birds Chirping Around,,,
I will tell your story to whole World
There ar lots of Kids who will listen 
If no the so called adults 
Human Rights Vocalists...!!

I Want to Leave You World…!!

World at Peace

I am sad, lonely and want to depart,

I am not going to give you; life a more chance

To

Humiliate and to destroy my soul

I am here had enough of all deals

I am sad, lonely and depressed,

I am too sad to think of past glories

If there were any…

Forgotten though hardly possible

I am dying of misery and curse on my soul

Oh My Lord….make me at peace

For the time retaining and return me

To You......

With joy, fervor and heavenly security

I am dying as I feel so

Is it so…?

I Am Nowhere to be Found…!!

Life and Soul

I am all lost with my soul in transition

I am not going to feel all that pain

Misery that is enveloped me

With never changing costume…!

I am living dead

I am waiting for Heaven

Which for me is far away…

The curse of Life is far burdensome to handle

I am sad, I am lonely

I want to be at peace with myself…

But there is no Space no Peace of Mind

No Confider….

The Ultimate Listener

Is all in annoyance with me

I have stained SOUL…

Once I was living this mortal life

with all its joyful attributes

But now a Hollow Being…

A helpless soul…

And detached heart…

I am not in Heaven

and

You cannot find me at least

till

Time untold of unknown…!

Life is Worth a Second Chance?

Life and Love

I am living a Life

One that is worth thousand smiles

I am having all Blessings

Which I cannot recall

I want to die a death

To

Be peaceful and free of madness

I hate to be a difficult person

I love to live a relieved life

but…

It is not easy and I am dying with 

Slow poison of…

Luxuries, dreams and searchable love

I want to get that peace of Soul

Hard to find in this mortal world

I am not into suicide

And to let go all fears

Everything is so strange

and

Yet so difficult

To handle and bear anymore…!!

But

It is worth a second chance

To let me have more experiences

And to

Ask for forgiveness to God Almighty,,,,,

Where is Heaven or Hell…!!

Soul in Heaven

Love the life that you are living

Dying to get the best out of mortal things

Live for the great wonders that life throws at you

but

Your soul do not belong here

It is immortal and from another place

Are you living a life that leads you to heavens?

Or to a place called Hell

I wonder the mortality and how strange we act

We love the material things which are soon

Going to burst sand and dust

We never wander from where our Souls arrive here

Where it is destined to go

Heaven or Hell is all inside us

We pave our ways for delights of soul in paradise….

Our own misdeeds ask us to dig our holes for Hell forever

So

My dear it is yours and mine choice….

To

Leave for the Eternal Happiness

or

A Pain that is undefined and will never end….

Here is time to act

and to Think

About our own choices…..!!

Pakistani Nation is Observing APS Terrorism Attacks’ First Anniversary!

16 December 2014: A landmark and a bloodshed that jerked each soul in Pakistan and and even in all sensitive parts of the globe. Army Public School – Peshawar kids were brutally massacred by terrorists with gunshots along with their principle and teachers after holding hostages for hours. It seemed like the minutes and hours were turned into centuries. Everybody was praying for safe recovery of school kids and teachers while mothers and fathers of hostage students were in panic and crying. Why the world could not stand still when it was happening. 

All efforts in vain though there were more than thousand students in Army Public School of Peshawar. But the enemies of nation, innocence and in fact humanity succeeded in killing around 200 APS boys of different classes. The principal’s head was cut off in front of school kids, and a teacher was directly shot for trying to rescue her students. It is just a matter of fact that the whole nation was breathless and tearful. We mourned and tearful for days ahead but not Broken at All. 

Pakistan has faced many critical situations right from its birth. Having seen the death of Quaid e Azam Muhammd Ali Jinnah right within one year was an irreparable loss. Then we had lost Kashmir, Junagarh, Manadar and parts of Bengal and Punjab due to Congress-British conspiracy. Pakistani nation faced the split of Pakistan into two separate states, and Bangladesh was created on the same day means 16^th December, 1971. Our enemies deliberately selected the same day for a soul pulling incident of Army Public School. They thought that people of Pakistan will lose its collective nerves. People will stop sending their kids to schools, colleges and universities.

Our enemy is clearly visible and the one who does not want stability, peace and order in our country. We have enemies across borders. Both Indian and Afghan governments play a terrorist role in destabilizing Pakistan. But they are not sole agents in this conspiracy as there is a bigger level agenda. Top stop Pakistan from leading Muslim world to a direction of freedom and redefining new paradigms of super powers, and to be able to preserve the natural reservoirs that Pakistan and rest of Muslim world keeps in. 

But it all failed and instead of weakening us, enemies have made us One Nation and One Theory again. Recent killings and horrific incidents in India against Muslims have shut the mouths of all Pakistan-India friendship advocates. Now there is clear war and our forces along with nation is all set ready for it. We are not going to let APS Incident as another act of terrorism but a way to move on. To end the root cause of terrorism in our country.

We salute the “Martyrs of APS – Peshawar” and their families who are more than willing to fight in this battle against unseen but giant sized monster. Our nation is more unified and going to never compromise on our freedom and Martyrdom is inside our nation’s blood and bones. ALLAH Almighty is with us and we will win this long and nerve hacking battle…In Sha ALLAH….