I Want to Leave You World…!!

World at Peace

I am sad, lonely and want to depart,

I am not going to give you; life a more chance

To

Humiliate and to destroy my soul

I am here had enough of all deals

I am sad, lonely and depressed,

I am too sad to think of past glories

If there were any…

Forgotten though hardly possible

I am dying of misery and curse on my soul

Oh My Lord….make me at peace

For the time retaining and return me

To You......

With joy, fervor and heavenly security

I am dying as I feel so

Is it so…?

I Am Nowhere to be Found…!!

Life and Soul

I am all lost with my soul in transition

I am not going to feel all that pain

Misery that is enveloped me

With never changing costume…!

I am living dead

I am waiting for Heaven

Which for me is far away…

The curse of Life is far burdensome to handle

I am sad, I am lonely

I want to be at peace with myself…

But there is no Space no Peace of Mind

No Confider….

The Ultimate Listener

Is all in annoyance with me

I have stained SOUL…

Once I was living this mortal life

with all its joyful attributes

But now a Hollow Being…

A helpless soul…

And detached heart…

I am not in Heaven

and

You cannot find me at least

till

Time untold of unknown…!

Life is Worth a Second Chance?

Life and Love

I am living a Life

One that is worth thousand smiles

I am having all Blessings

Which I cannot recall

I want to die a death

To

Be peaceful and free of madness

I hate to be a difficult person

I love to live a relieved life

but…

It is not easy and I am dying with 

Slow poison of…

Luxuries, dreams and searchable love

I want to get that peace of Soul

Hard to find in this mortal world

I am not into suicide

And to let go all fears

Everything is so strange

and

Yet so difficult

To handle and bear anymore…!!

But

It is worth a second chance

To let me have more experiences

And to

Ask for forgiveness to God Almighty,,,,,