Life makes it impossible for us to go on paths that we strongly desire to travel. We are lone rangers in a jungle of our inner self, and what we exhibit is a small proportion of what is best for us. I have had a desire to get myself recognized by this world, and to find peace with my disillusioned self. But what happened that Nature pulled me to those passages that were tiring and required me to consume every essence of spirit in it.
Here I am standing at a long trodden path where I don't know if I am really left with a desire or DREAM or it is all a forgone story. I feel rebellious enough to leave all worldly chores and move my head towards a long shadowless desert or a mountain that is filled with flowers, grass and tress. What is the use of all struggle when you are going to die sooner or later and everything will vanish with your non-existence from this World of Limited Vision.
We keep on living in memories and hearts that also will become non-existent one day. But the love and compassion that we have spread around will keep on sprouting new leaves, and will give strong desire for others to live and follow a path that is definitely hard but not impossible. If you have reached to ALLAH Almighty for you persistence, peace and for your lonely cries then you have done everything in a perfect manner.
You have accomplished the most difficult part of life's journey with an ease. The wishful dreams will arise and will divert you to go for all material things, and to be lusty for worldly beauties. But keeping a Solid Goal of reaching there to ALLAH, and answer for what you did in return for a weeds of desires that grow in your heart. I am sure that you will never go astray, and if you feel so then ALLAH will Take you to HIS way is HIS own ways. Stay blessed and protected by the Divine Power, and keep on praying for yourself and for all weak Muslims like me!!
