Relations are Test???

I had a query in my mind for a long time and then I thought of putting it right right here in front of you. Do our relationships are for  help and building a social bonding circle or sometimes it is just a Test! I have seen so many sweet relations getting sour over issues that are baseless, and then you can just keep on harping on the same bush. I don't know but I feel like sometimes we are overburdened with an emotion to please others and to Jeep ourselves in act in a shell for the sake f keeping something really going!

I is a negative emotion and it would hardly affect YOU in a positive way. First of all never undermine yourself for the sake of just others. be nice, helpful, caring and lovable but don't let your self esteem being ruined by other people. You are a unique self and owe a lot to your own. If you don't respect the sanctity of your thought then don't expect it from others. 

People will ruin you and make you feel like hell but just ignore. You are what you say to yourself and what you believe in. I am not going to any long argument but I feel for us to think which relationship is annoying us and even bulldozing us for no solid reason. So let yourself be the master of the situation with sweet turns, and I am not asking you to be rude to ill mannered. Just maintain a safe distance especially from your friends and colleagues as they take great advantage of what is your real nature.

Be nice and go out of way to help others and never let anyone feel that you are giving them something charitable. If you change your perceptions then everything will work perfectly well for you and your life. Just go far ahead of time and think of what is in your head for sure. It will benefit you for all the times to come. Keep on following my simple tips and you will be a great social person who has his or her very unique personality!

Taste of Death

Road to Eternity

I smelled death right beside me

I smiled and looked for a curious reason

Death is something so long awaited

but

I felt it my companion who could understand me

and knows why 

I wanted to see it arriving at remote times

But it is not going to give me a halfway solutions

To all that that I have

I need to fix few things, mend others

and then

Accept it most graciously at a time when my things are done

When no one can blame me to leave halfway

But do I have any authority

Though it is my intimate friend

But no it is not going to ask me!

Touch me by shoulder and look for permission

So I am trying to grab little bit of deeds

That might please the Divine Authority

But I have no chance to set it my way!!

Time Sets Us Free or Chained?

Waiting for Freedom

I am wandering for so long as what is a real Human Destiny, and why we keep on waiting for future when the only time we have is NOW. Yes! It is a great irony of all human individuals that we keep on framing ourselves in perfect situation in the days that nobody has seen. If my soul is aching right now then I need an antidote for it right now, not in a time zone that might not even exist for me!

I am afraid that I cannot express what I really feel when I am referring to present moment and its importance in our real lives. If I wait for a blissful moment that is no-existent right now then I am wasting my energies like all you guys. I have to have only one option, to spend this time in something that is fruitful and peaceful for me and for others around me. I am not saying that you should shun off all opportunities or plans that you have long made for coming years. So the time must make us free and not chained into a series of duties that we must perform before death!

Here I would like to give you my example as I went on a road trip last month, and considered it to be an escape from my daily chores and responsibilities. I am not afraid of daily life works and challenges but I wanted to rejuvenate my soul my soul or spirit to come back with new vigour. To start my responsibilities in a much nourished and refreshed way. I got tired of travelling but I kept on seeing things with a great feel that I might not be able to return to those lands. So just chill out and see everything.

I saw life in so many colours as it was a countryside with quite a culture that is still deeply rooted with Earth. So I saw historical and kind of timeless monuments, and then I realized a new factor as who made those monuments. Those people must be having only one thing in mind to make glorious buildings, and to make a huge impact on the people of their times. But where are those people who built those monuments and the ones who were supposed to be suppressed. All are gone and only a historical transcript is placed at every place!

Now such a common man can move through the corridors of power and glory! It reminds me of the real essence of life. To make your life easy for yourself and for others as everybody is going to die. But the history is so cruel that it would only make a board or transcript of yours. So live in a mode as tomorrow you are going to die, and do deeds that can make you alive in the memories of people. The ones that are sweet and a feeling of love and gratitude for you. My journey was both inside out so I realized it so strongly to share it with you!!

Travelling through Self History!

It happens that we start a journey towards some destination and ends at finding our own self, somewhere in the middle of nowhere. You can just imagine a desire to go on a travel that is soulful and you can see various people from different races and creeds. But each individual represents a certain aspect of your own personality. I started a journey towards South to discover some centuries old monuments, and when I reached there. I felt as if I was there at some other time.

I wanted to grab that moment in history and to be in an era that I have never seen but just imagined, and wished strongly to be in that time. I wanted to know the small details of that era and it seemed that it was alluring and soothing, and made me free of so many twists and turns that modern life is offering. So this is it but I am deeply fascinated and loved to be in a a paradigm that makes me love what is seen and more of what is unseen.

Most of times, we are like that as we start some plans of life with a clear cut objectives but reach at a destination where there is no U Turn. But that new alley or valley is even much more beautiful than wee expected. I was present at an old Shrine and Praying to Almighty ALLAH when I realized the clear cut sense of Timelessness. I was not in the present moment but my soul was so light and I felt like a burden of tons just got out of my shoulders.

I am in awe and I am in despair as I  am back to my normal hectic life but a very major part of mine has just stayed there. I want to take swings to that moment when time and space lost its meaning for me. I want to cherish something that is surely Divine but present in me like a small dot of eternal light. I am here in my bed room but not present here. I want to reach out there, and I want to experience the time that is chained with timelessness!!

A Misty Evening with Nostalgic Effects !!

Nostalgia and Optimism

You might never catch up that flavor of childhood joys and small happenings that made you cry out loud, to live in a moment that you used to be. With the passage of time we learnt the habit of refraining ourselves from having small Fun Moments, and to be at peace with what is going around. This psychological paradigm shift causes us to remain uneasy and keep on regretting what is lost or gone with time.

It is a time to realize that we are going to live in a moment that is all OURS I am just looking at the misty evening from a glass and realizing that I couldn't get my feet out to enjoy the RAIN and Smell of Soil. I didn't feel that urge to be outside and wet my whole being with the raindrops that are coming to give me a moment of forgetfulness. Why it has happened with me as I used to be a person who could go on long walks whenever I saw little clouds at any corner of the sky.

Does it happen due to the gadget filled modern life and the liabilities that are stretching my nerves? Whatever the reason is but I have realized one thing for sure that I am missing ‘Myself ‘and with that I am losing a chance to rejuvenate myself to fight for bigger battles that are happening inside and outside. So what is wrong with having a bath in the showering rain? Does it make me seen as an insane man and if I spend long hours of watching movies or playing game on my laptop then it is just too perfect!

Actually we all are victims of so-called social changes that we like to adopt, and then find an excuse for not able to enjoy small things in life. We keep on waiting for the bigger things and achievements, and forget to live in Present with all its beauty and a chance to nourish our Souls!

It is time to break the rules that we have implemented on ourselves and just keep on looking for small adventures. I want to run across fields without any concept of looking at what others think of me. I want to take slides and turn to swim in streams and to have a ride on bicycle.

I can do it as everyone else can. Only thing necessary is to fight back that modern man’s dilemma to keep on doing best, and pose as the one who is just fit for an executive type personality. Refresh the child inside you, and then you will see how much motivated and active you will be for a normal life, after having an experience like that!

Riddle with Your Nature !!

It seems to be the most exciting thing to change yourself for the course of adopting new things. But does it matter for most of times as a normal thing. No! We can all try to be so definitive about our dreams, aspirations and future goals. We want to have everything in order but something changes a course of action, and we make blunders or convince ourselves that a much more happy life awaits us!

It is here that we all are giving that wonderful Dream Jerk to our souls that we are going to be on a road to a better life and much more peaceful happenings around. But nothing happens as LIFE is not going to cause lotteries for everyone, and that everyone is just too greatly in flaw to make things straight. When we wake up from the bed of our wishful desires then we are able to see everything so vividly. 

There is no light and no new way of life but we have to start from a zero spot. It is something that is miserable and at the same time extremely painful. So it is important for us to be on the Reality Grounds. Thank GOD for all the bounties and trust this notion that we are living a far better life than many people around the globe. Once this thankfulness gets in out veins and nerves then everything will be fine. 

We will be able to enjoy what we are having instead of thinking to find joy on what we assume. We are going to win our inner battles of comparisons, jealousies and prejudices if we understand that what we are getting is not out of our deeds. But it is a gift of God and we need only to thank HIM. As there are millions around the world who struggle twice or thrice times more than us and just get enough to eat for two times. 

If we attain that mental and spiritual peace and understanding then we will be much more stronger and happier than we can ever imagine. The real life fun would start when we are ready to spend each day as a special bliss, and count the Divine Favours on us. Ignore all negativity and pessimism. Struggle for the best in life but your pace must be steady and cautious, and not in hassle to win in competition the trophies which we can never know who has really taken, and for what reasons!!

Lost Desires !!

I dreamed of reaching a hill top
Where I could see everything below
It is a moment of solitude
serenity and perfect peace
But how could I attain it
with 
Watchful eyes of humans
who forget their own dreams
to follow the paths that I wanted to travel 
all alone
here are pains, sufferings, losses
keeping me away to have a word with me
my daily chores ask me to face real facets with open eyes
Do I own a moment of my own life
No 
I have to live an ordinary life full of duties and doubts
or
to Die in search of Serenity and Soulful solitary moments
but
I have a reason
a logic to be all worldly and to leave MYSELF
all aside 
for the sake of being a creature 
of excellence!!