Sunday, November 27, 2016

To Lose is To Gain..!!

Lonely Soul

I lost you...

I found you
but
who are you?
What is there to be seen
about
How you can overcome your fears
Losses
depression and 
my soul is all empty ....
just because I am not like you
I am hurt and lonely
deep inside my roots
I am an ancient cave
Whose depth can never be found 
and nobody dares 
to
get inside
out of fear; out of disgust
or out of fear of unknown
means death
loss or eternal emptiness....

Thursday, October 13, 2016

An Ode to Child of Kashmir

Innocent Kid of Kashmir

You are My Love
My Flower my Destiny
I held your tiny hands....
to take you to lands of Saffron and Apples
I wanted you to row boats in lakes
My desire for you was to grow old 
have knowledge and wisdom
Learn to Love and Respect
I prayed Peace for you and all kids of your age
We have wrinkles over our foreheads asking 
for Freedom 
Peace and Humanity
that 
We never could enjoy ....!!
within Indian Occupied Kashmir
My Grandson....
Today I am sitting beside your mortal body
with wholes of pallet guns all over your 
Little Body
but
Indian Forces didn't think of you
As a child of their own
An Innocent Soul who had to learn to live
and let live
But you are going to be burred
My child...
with a Dignity of a Martyr
and will be receive in Heaven 
with Garlands and Birds Chirping Around,,,
I will tell your story to whole World
There ar lots of Kids who will listen 
If no the so called adults 
Human Rights Vocalists...!!

Monday, August 29, 2016

I Want to Leave You World…!!

World at Peace

I am sad, lonely and want to depart,

I am not going to give you; life a more chance

To

Humiliate and to destroy my soul

I am here had enough of all deals

I am sad, lonely and depressed,


If there were any…

Forgotten though hardly possible


Oh My Lord….make me at peace

For the time retaining and return me

To You......

With joy, fervor and heavenly security

I am dying as I feel so

Is it so…?

Tuesday, March 22, 2016

I Am Nowhere to be Found…!!

Life and Soul
I am all lost with my soul in transition
I am not going to feel all that pain
Misery that is enveloped me
With never changing costume…!
I am living dead
I am waiting for Heaven
Which for me is far away…
The curse of Life is far burdensome to handle
I am sad, I am lonely
I want to be at peace with myself
But there is no Space no Peace of Mind
No Confider….
The Ultimate Listener
Is all in annoyance with me
I have stained SOUL…
Once I was living this mortal life
with all its joyful attributes
But now a Hollow Being…
And detached heart…
I am not in Heaven
and
You cannot find me at least
till
Time untold of unknown…!

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Life is Worth a Second Chance?

Life and Love
I am living a Life
One that is worth thousand smiles
I am having all Blessings
Which I cannot recall
I want to die a death
To
Be peaceful and free of madness
I hate to be a difficult person
but…
It is not easy and I am dying with 
Slow poison of…
Luxuries, dreams and searchable love
I want to get that peace of Soul
Hard to find in this mortal world
I am not into suicide
And to let go all fears
Everything is so strange
and
Yet so difficult
But
It is worth a second chance
To let me have more experiences
And to
Ask for forgiveness to God Almighty,,,,,

Monday, January 25, 2016

Where is Heaven or Hell…!!

Soul in Heaven

Love the life that you are living
Dying to get the best out of mortal things
Live for the great wonders that life throws at you
but
Your soul do not belong here
It is immortal and from another place
Are you living a life that leads you to heavens?
Or to a place called Hell
We love the material things which are soon
Going to burst sand and dust
We never wander from where our Souls arrive here
Where it is destined to go
Heaven or Hell is all inside us
We pave our ways for delights of soul in paradise….
Our own misdeeds ask us to dig our holes for Hell forever
So
My dear it is yours and mine choice….
To
Leave for the Eternal Happiness
or
A Pain that is undefined and will never end….
Here is time to act
and to Think
About our own choices…..!!